Tuesday, January 19, 2010

sssshhhh... secrets!!!

Ssshhh... today 'am gonna reveal few secrets about me and my blog. :D You guys might be wondering how do I write such poems but the thing is I too don't know. I have discovered this so called hidden "talent" only 'cause of you people. I had never written poems before. :P
I had started this blog just to share things about me and my life and my views just like a dairy. Accidently it turned a poetry blog :P Initially when I started writting poem it was only for Harpreet  who died four months back. She was my best friend. I felt miserable, many thoughts started emerging in my mind; so I thought to pen down those thoughts and feelings which later on turned into a poem.
And now also, the poems are nothing but my feelings and thoughts. I just pen down my thoughts and feelings. The lovey-dovey poems are nothing but fiction. I don't write those poems on some special someone. And when you ask "Are you in love?" well then I ask that to myself too!!! :P And then the answer comes"NO!!"
Sometimes I suprise myself with this thing. My friends, hmmm.. well they don't know about my blog. I have tried to tell but no one is interested. They don't even know that I write poems!!! Mom too doesn't have any idea about my poems!!! Mom thinks that I write only about my day to day life!! And my bro thinks that these all are useless!!
Last week, I just showed one of my so called creation to my friends. It was an acrostic, broken heart. Their reaction to that: "Did you write that?" , "You never told us that you write poems!" *sigh
Back to the lovey-dovey stuffs, as I said, it is nothing but fiction! And I am not in love and about my crush.. hmm.. yeah I do have a crush on someone but these poems are on me and him! He is my first and big time crush. 'am having a crush on him since I was in 5th grade. He was in the same school and was my senior. He has completed his 10+2 and has moved to a different place for his further studies. I haven't seen him since last 6 months! we have never talked to each other. We just used to stare each other and we used to look at each others eyes! but... I know It's not love; it is a stupid crush!! I am not at all crazy about this! No one knows about it so ssshhhh...
About the sad poems, hmmm.. I can write that even if I am in good mood, so don't worry okay..!

Thats all.. phew.. :)


Divya said...

wow... thts so sweet! its indeed good that u realised wats infatuation :)

I hope to see more of ur peoms nw :)

♫ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♫ ayu ♫ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♫ said...

waaahhh~! we are the same!! my friends arent interested with my poems or my blogs..they dont think it interesting T_T

and i also made poems out of my mood or just a lil knowledge but not completely fallen in love yet..my crush..my biggest crush at the moment(which ive been missing right now)..is also like yours..though we are in a single university..i never see him except Saturdays when we have our nstp classes and he's my classmate only on that subject T_T

we never talk and we are staring each other..yeah..like you..i know its not love more like infatuation..

waaa...too the same in so many things..love you girl..i can really relate to you~!

An Ordinary Gal said...

ohh thts the matter Thanks for sharing your secret with us. I will keep it with me only ;)

Chocolate Lover said...

@ Divya
thank you :)

@ Ayu
waaaahhh!!! we are really alike ^_^
haha! love you too gal :)

@ Riya
thanks ;)

♫ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♫ ayu ♫ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♫ said...

thanks..im also glad too~! ^_^

DayDreamer said...

Some interesting revelations..

So your friends don't know about your blog..am wondering what would happen if they find out one day..

On the other hands one who reads your poems is sure to be amazed by your talent..they are indeed great..hope you continue with them..


tristarfivestar said...

i really like your poems.. one of my posts called my dream also started out something like that .. every thing just started rhyming... you should go for literature ..

Nipun said...

Is that the answer to my comment on your last post choco??

Never say never for anything. U never know what happens the next moment.
Its an inbuilt talent that u have.
Kudos to u..



Sankoobaba said...

so now we know
the secret to your great poems!!


keep blogging and continue to write those poems..even if your muse isnt there

Selenium said...

My feeble mind fails to imagine the high level of writing you will start if you really fall in love one day :P

I'd rather not imagine this... I'll die of inferiority complex :)

Samadrita said...

Hey chocolate lover this is my first time on your blog.. :)
It's nice to know you love writing poems...somehow I only manage to write poetry when I'm in a retrospective or melancholic mood. :(
Anyway I'm adding your blog to my list!
Keep writing!

ambiguous_angel said...

im sorry about your bestfriend..

this is whats good about blogging,
you discover more of yourself..

just continue what you're doing, you're good at it:)

Madhu said...

secrets on a blog...they arent secrets anymore..ur poems are gteat..and always poems need a subject influence...what more than a crush...keep em cumin!

Chocolate Lover said...

@ Ayu

@ Dev
Yeah I will :)

@ Tristarfivestar
Yup! I had read that post.. I really liked that post of yours..
Thanks buddy :D

@ Nipun
haha! yes thats the answer :D
about love..hmmm NEVER!!!

Chocolate Lover said...

@ Sankoo baba
thanks! :)

@ Selenium
haha! thanks! :)

@ Samadrita
thank you :)

@ Ambiguous angel
Thank you ^^

@ Madhu
thanks! :)
and about my crush..??
I don't know whether it really inspires me or not!
but still 'am not going to except that fact! :P

Rohit Dassani said...

Wow,,,thats a whole bunch of secrets...cant be digested so easily...what did they say..useless...come on...ur poems are not at all useless...its amazingly written....just keep on doing it ok.... :)

well their is something knows are the power of the internet...u can find almost all long lost friends....try it...

Sorcerer said...

thats how we realise thing!

good post!

Pria said...

so sweet.. keep writing!! :) we love ur poems..


Hi CL,

O, another facts from you... it's really nice to know someone deeply... especially if that someone is like you... very cheerful and sweet...

Yeah, me too... only few of my classmates and friends appreciate my works although they knew 'bout it...!!!:(

Anyhow, lookin' forward for more poems from you...!!!:)

good day!!!:)

keep safe!!!:)


Vittaldas Prabhu said...

When emotions are strong words find a way through your heart and into your writings. Poems are nothing but a flow of thoughts, and when you realize that you can pen them down they automatically become a poem. My first two poems were nothing but my flow of thoughts/grief finding a way as my writing. They are not polished at all. I wrote them and that was all. Whereas, the rest of them having gone through at least two round of self-editing and a review with one of my best blogger buddies. Now you realize your talent, don't ever let go. Poems are beautiful of expressing so many things in a so little words.

Keep writing and keep composing those little nuggets. :-) Best wishes always.

Chocolate Lover said...

@ Rohit
thank you :)

@ Sorcy
thank you

@ Pria
thanks! :)

@ Kelvin
thanks buddy! ^^

@ Vittaldas
thank you! :))