It's just one of those nights,
where you just want to break down.
You're so tired of the falls and failures.
You want to talk but feel too exhausted to speak.
You just want to sleep and never wake up.
Maybe sleeping for 365 days straight would help,
getting over this feeling?
When was the last time you shared,
something really personal with someone you trust?
You stand still while your relations get covered,
by a layer of dust.
Maybe the reason why you didn't share,
the recent bad experience with people is because,
you're afraid that they'd leave you as well.
Maybe you're just sick of seeing everyone leave.
Quite perceptible that it kills you.
The anger burns you.
And your fears paralyse you.
Yet, you wake up every morning because you have to.