Thursday, March 26, 2015

Cricket Chaos

I don't think I will ever understand how people can be so stupid. I don't ever write about these things on my blog but I just couldn't keep myself from writing about it. Why didn't people trend Yuvi's name when we were winning the world cup matches without him in the team? Why no one missed him then? Yuvi is certainly an amazing and yes, he was the man of the tournament in the last world cup but he wasn't the only one playing. There were 14 other members who were in 2011 world cup  squad. 

Yes, Yuvi wasn't in the team this time. No offence but then Sachin, Sehwag, Gautam, Yusuf, Zahir and others were not in the team either. They were the part of the same team who won the world cup.

"Agar Yuvi rehta toh hum jeet jaate" Seriously? Okay yeah, maybe we could have won the match or maybe not. But here is the truth, we won 7 consecutive world cup matches without him and rest of the other squad members of 2011 world cup. We could have won this one too without him but we are all missing an important point here. Team Australia. The team which played better than us. We didn't lose because Yuvi wasn't in the team or because Anushka was there at the stadium. We lost it because Australia played better than us. That's the only reason.

Stop hating Anushka, Dhoni, Virat and rest of the other members. You think Dhoni didn't give his best? Think again. The man lead the team and made us win seven consecutive world cup matches. He didn't fly back to India on her daughter's birth. He played selflessly. He is an amazing player. Entire Team India did an amazing job at Australia. They are all  amazing players and they did their best. We gave it back but we can get it back again next time. Have faith in team India. Stop hating.

Sunday, March 22, 2015

Have you ever wanted to write something so bad but still couldn't make yourself to do it because you don't know how to? I have been feeling the same and it's been so long like it's been over two months. I did write something last month but that was just anger and sadness. How do I feel right now? I don't know. I want to run away from every person I've ever known or talked to and start over again. I feel so distant and cold. But I've also never been so close to the people around me.. specifically the people from my college and I had some good time with them. College has almost ended and now it's to find a job and it all seems so scary.

I finally have some time but I'm wasting it by watching "Supernatural" on Netflix everyday. I could use that time preparing for more interviews and exams and you know, just looking for more options? I watch movies and TV dramas till I get headaches and my eyes start to hurt. Sometimes I stop but sometimes I want to continue doing it because I cannot talk to the person I want to. It's the suckiest thing that could happen to you. Being invested on someone so much that they control your moods and actions? God, that is one of the worst things that could happen to you.

But here is the thing. I'm not sad. I'm not happy and I cannot bring myself to care much about anything. I don't feel like I'm in love, I think, I'm out of love. It's a good state to be in. But I need to let go of some bonds and ties and make some new ones. I need another story to live in.