Christmas Party??

Weeee It was pretty great o.o Never thought that Mom would let me go for the so called "tiny miny Christmas party" at Srishti's place xD 

Me and Simran bought a snow globe for Srishti and Anubha. It was really awesome ^_^ 

This was my First christmas and I'll always remember this. We then headed to Anubha's place.. And then to Atul's place ^_^ 

It was pretty awesome :3 It got a bit screwed up though.. Anubha's dad was kinda drunk and we (Me and Simran) were kinda scared. And then we left soon XD

 Well It was all okay. Stuffs happen =] Anubha kinda felt bad I guess but She doesn't have to. 

"..Christmas wish.."

Its christmas.. and I am still sad. The smile on my face is a fake one. I hope if I could really stay happy. Why my wishes never come true? Am I too bad? Hmm I'm listening to Fall for you. And I like his voice. =] I have no idea why I am feeling sad.

Dear Santa, 

My christmas wishes are different from others. There are some questions in my mind which makes me cry. I only need their answers and also something more than that.

I want to know why She did become so mean?  Why does she lie everytime we meet her? Why does she hate us? What will she get by doing so? Why did she become so special to me and Why did she make me cry?

Why mr. Selfish hates me? Why did he come so close to me? Why did he stop me from crying? Why did he do stuffs only to make me smile? Why was he ashamed of hosting Teacher's day with me? If we were best friends then why did my height matters to him? After making me laugh and smile why did he left me like that? Why is he giving me tears now? 

Why for my best friends, their Girlfriends are more important than me? Why didn't they get mad, why they didn't slap me when I stopped eating and also when they saw the cut on my wrist?

 Why I have no one to tell me I am not alone? :( My christmas wish is:

I want an Angel to guide me and be with me. I want to meet someone really special. I want Mr. selfish back as my friend. I want my best friends to care for me. I want Her to be the way she was earlier. I want my mom and dad to trust me. I want my brother to be sweet just like the way when he was 5 years old. 

I wish If I could be happy... =[ 

"Unspoken Christmas tale"

She was in 8th standard and he was in 10th standard.She was cute and had a sweet smile and curly hairs and beautiful eyes. He was tall and used to get dimples whenever he smiled. He was really kind hearted. The day when they saw each other, they felt something but they didn't say anything. As the time passed, there feelings for each other also grew. They never talked to each other neither they told this to anyone. 

Their eyes talked whenever it met. Within few moments their eyes shared many things. Most of the times as he looked her, she looked down to shy. They never accepted the fact that they really love each other.

Coincidently they met in many places but they never talked.. they both either looked into each other's eyes or else pretended to be strangers. They always tried to find each others face in the crowd.

When she was in 9th and he in 11th, They had a fancy faire in their school where they got a chance to work together with a group. There too they helped each other secretly. They tried to talk but some strange Reasons always stopped them.
On the same day, He found her crying in one of the classroom as he and his pals were checking the rooms. He didn't want to get inside the room 'cause his friends were with him but he did. He asked one of his pal to  inform her friends about it. Her friends went hurriedly towards the room to meet her.

She had red marks on her face and hands and was scared.. She didn't even look at anyone.He asked her"Who did this to you?" She yelled "I am fed up!! I am really tired.. I..I can't.. tolerate this anymore.. He asked again "What happened?" She replied in a shaky tone"They want me to be with them..they would throw me out of the school  if I don't do what they are asking me to do?"

He and her friends asked in reckless anger"Who are they? tell us their names.." She looked in his eyes and said"They are your mates!" He grew more reckless and asked her friends to stay with her and then he went to his class where his mates were proudly celebrating on their deeds.He just smacked them and told this to the authorities.

After these incident they became close friends. They still loved each other but didn't accept.Their friends asked both of them to speak out their feelings but they didn't.

By the time they realised their feelings, it was too late. Now he had to leave the school and place coz he had completed his 10+2 and his dad had been transferred to a new place. And may be he would never come back..

But He came.. he came back for her..It was Christmas eve; She was standing near the sea shore and was staring the choppy sea. He came closer but she didn't realise. He whispered in her ear" Merry Christmas".She turned back and hugged him. She was crying. He asked"Hey! What happened?" She answered"I really love you". "I love you too" he said and took her in his arms.They both walked along the shore and chatted whole night.

They both were knowing that He has to leave for home but this time they both were happy 'cause now they both would be together forever.

[P.S. Just tried to write  a fiction..Do comment on this and really sorry for the pathetic english ;) Oh damn! it's not good! sorry!  :( anyways Merry Christmas everyone(^_^)]