Sunday, March 25, 2012


I hate everyone of you who left me, who ignored me, and who added more bitterness in me and my life. I don't need you. I HATE YOU SO MUCH. There's not a single person in my life to count on. I won't care about you anymore. I was living when you were not in my life so I can live again when you're gone. Don't you dare try complaining that I have changed. 'cause now it's all gonna be because of you all.. I don't know why I am writing this here. I don't know why I always believed that people are nice. They are not. They are same everywhere. Everyone is a mean jerk. I guess I'll just burst into tears any moment. This is not a nice feeling. I hate this feeling. What have I done? I don't get it.. I have always been there when you needed me then why are you not here with me? May be I'll regret posting this here. But I just don't care. Someone has truly said, "People come and go but life goes on" 
I will live too. I will have a better life without you. But, tell me, why you didn't stay? Why did you all walk away at the same time? I am literally crying right now. These feelings don't even let me  to sleep. What's wrong with me?

Saturday, March 17, 2012

The perfect proportionate.

No amount of coffee, no amount of crying,
No amount of whiskey, no amount of wine.
No more tears and no more fears.
All I want is
 A little bit of this and a little bit of that,
No more hate but only love,
Watching you sleep like a peaceful dove.
Pour me a little bit of your giggle, a little bit of your smile.
'cause this just seems like the perfect proportionate.

P.S. Err, is this a mushy poem? o.O Well, I'm not sure. The first two lines of this poem are not at all mine. It's from the song, "Gotta have you" by "The Weepies" :) I was listening to it and I just couldn't resist those lines. :o It's been so long since I have written a poem like this.. :P So enjoy? :o

P.P.S. I am not in love, okay? :P Don't think too much.. :P

Sunday, March 11, 2012

"..I hope you hate yourself for this..."

If I died today,
It would really be the final good bye.
I no longer have the urge to live
The heart doesn't deserve anything that you give.
And like you say, "I have everything".
I wonder how does nothing feels like.
And the way you make me feel,
I don't think my scars will ever heal.
I hope you realize you are wrong.
I hope you see through this song.
I hope you hate yourself for this.

Wednesday, March 7, 2012

"She is happy"

I stand alone,
Even when everyone is around.
I know I'm being bound.
But, someone help me to move on.
A faith in humanity fades away,
But a hope holds me back.
It's just a smile that I fake,
Yet, "She is happy" you blindly say.