Saturday, July 20, 2013


Everyday I scream,
And struggle to make sure, no one hears that noise in my voice.
Everyday I smile,
And struggle to make sure, no one sees the pain behind it.
Everyday I keep myself busy,
And struggle to make sure, no thought clogs my life.
Everyday I run outta' things to keep myself numb,
And struggle to fall asleep even when it's 3 A.M.
Everyday I try to figure out what's wrong with me,
And struggle to make myself believe that everything happens for a reason.

Monday, July 8, 2013

Self Destruction.

"Take it slow and let it go"
And that's how you go with the flow.
But what if you lose a part of yourself,
And start to feel like an empty book shelf?
Everything I see is black and white,
And yet the brightest corner is out of my sight.
I still want to be gone forever,
And give up on my greatest endeavor.
Everything is worthless,
My head is certainly a scary place.
May be you don't know but when you're under demon's claw,
It makes you see your greatest flaw.
I'm addicted to self destruction,
Because I can never get self satisfaction.