Hello, my name is Shriti and I'm 21 years old. I'm in love with written words, chocolates, my friends, the color blue, black, purple, my family and dahi vada of course.
My face is an open book but I express myself better through words. I am a pessimist. But trust me, it's more like I live in reality. I want to be happy. I expect a lot and get disappointed. I am an used to be atheist but God and I are not friends yet. I miss a lot of people who abandoned me. I am still learning how not to care..
There's so much about me that you don't know, so don't you dare judge me. I have my good days and bad days.. and sometimes.. REALLY bad days. But, somehow I manage to survive. I don't open up easily.
When I am upset, tired, sleepy or thinking too much, I cannot frame a single sentence correctly, hence the place is always full with typos and grammatical errors.
I have gone through a lot and still going through a lot. It's just funny. Nobody ever really knows, how much anybody else is hurting. We could be standing next to somebody who is completely broken and we wouldn't even know it. You know my name. Not my story. I am a strong girl and I know it. But if I ever give up on my life, don't call me a coward 'cause you know what? Even killing yourself needs immense courage.
Please do not hate/shame me for feeling things and writing about them. It's called a personal blog for a reason. I have been having a tough time. This blog helps me escape my own destructive and suicidal thoughts.