Tuesday, November 2, 2010


Arghhhh when the hell is it going to end? Now it's been 9 days now... And everyday is such a mess. Why my day starts with tears and ends with tears. Why do I have to pretend that I am so damn happy..and everything is alright. They just make me feel like i'm a crap and nothing else. I'm not scaring anyone over here that I'll end my life. I'm just telling you that I give up now and I can't hold on.. Now, I'm just so scared to smile.. 'cause this smile changes to tears within a while. I am just sick og crying and trying and faking a smile.

1 comment:

wisewit said...

The truth is you shouldn't have to pretend that you're happy when you're not. Unfortunately, society seems to demand that we do. I've actually had people get offended if I tell them honestly when I'm not happy. Really that's unfair! It's not like I'm blaming them! I count it as one of the evils entrenched in society. If we could just honestly cry when we're sad, the world would be a happier place.