Tuesday, November 16, 2010

"..If I die..."

I never knew it was you,
and never thought bout my life too.
Just one smile, one touch,
and the world is mine.
You keep trying to do what you want,
I would lie if I have to for you.

So close are my dreams,
dreams are never true.
It's a false hope and false wish,
Sometimes a curse, sometimes a bliss.
Scars on my body is nothing,
but the proof that mephistopheles still exists.

My heart may weep but it won't,
matter you 'cause I don't belong to you.
My eyes need sleep;
I just feel so alone and I wish,
for some sort of venom,
suffocating my life.

Getting mesmerised in your song,
The words seem so personal,
and I am getting vexed of the world.
Sometimes like dimsea, sometimes like drifting clouds;
Trying to drink life from the lees,
and no one see that I'm feeling bad.

I made you cry, and I didn't lie,
A lie that changed my life and,
a truth messed it up.
Will you remember me, if I die?
Need nothing but just few memoirs,
A small part in your heart.

P.S. tummy hurts x__X !! just came to know that ovarian cancer/tumor ish like a silent killer!
P.P.S. yeah I have ovarian tumor/cancer. :/


Rajlakshmi said...

Oh my such a painful write ...
I wish you good health ... hope everythings becomes fine soon.

Jingle Poetry said...

direct and powerful message.
beautiful job.

Jingle Poetry said...

Welcome to our potluck week 10, a poetry award is assigned upon submission.
Old poems are welcome …hurry up, you have 12 hours to go before we are closed.
Hope to see you there. Cheers!

bibhash k jha said...

I just sometimes cant believe that you are a kid .. just awesome to come out of someone of your age :)

Madhu said...

aww..get well soon.