Sunday, November 21, 2010

Can't believe that I wrote this at 2 am!!

Gah! I don't know. I am bored and tired. Hmm, I am happy but not from the bottom of my heart v__V ! Feeling alone again. Just wanna talk to some friends. I just want to go back in past and live those moments again. I wanna change something in the past. I wanna tell them that I love them. :/ I really don't like tough situations in life. Everything ish going smooth but still something doesn't seem right. Arghh.. I don't but yeah I am really scared to smile or laugh. Just want someone to hug tight. My head hurts badly. Blah school ish getting boring =/ Two periods chemistry and two periods Physics really sucks! My tests gonna start from Monday. First one ish chemistry. Blah I have to study Thermodyanamics and Nuclear chemistry. Ohh I'm going to appear IIT exam! o.o Tunesh will get me a form on monday. :3
Umm I wan't to be a fashion designer and a writer too. :) I am letting people to hurt me through their words. :| I'm so dumb! I need a friend who will atleast not make fun of me. Argh why the hell I'm missing Saket??  I hate him! I wanna learn the way of talking. Well I'm different I can't be like others. Umm, all of a sudden, I want to be in relationship. But I'm not pretty. I look so ugly, I'm short and FAT. No one's gonna love me and hell I'll die soon V____V I feel lame now.

7 comments:

Alka Gurha said...

Shriti, someone with such wonderful thoughts has to be a wonderful person. Cheer up girl! Life is tough for each one of us. Though in different ways.The richest man in the world and the prettiest girl might not be the happiest..I know easier said than done. Times change..

Alka Gurha said...

Here is tonnes of love for u dear!
:)

Jingle Poetry said...

hope you well...

PULKIT said...

I am reading you after ages...
you have grown up and thereby the complexity in you have grown up too!
It is reflecting in your write up! this is a true honest beautiful expression from your pen. take care sis!
god bless!

PS - Why don't you take a week off...and let things go easy a bit. It might help for a lighter bounce back to life :)

Samadrita said...

I heartily second what Alka and Pulkit have said, Shriti. Don't let these setbacks discourage the writer and the free spirit in you. Believe me at a certain point in your life you'll realize that being beautiful from inside is what counts the most. External beauty and riches fade away with time.

wisewit said...

I don't get it. I guess you don't look like a movie star, but I honestly don't think you're ugly.

wisewit

Anonymous said...

Mate. This blog is amazing. How can I make it look this good ?