I am not happy at all! I hate holidays!I am mising my friends.I just want to shout at someone. We had planned something about these holidays that to ruined!
Everyone went out of station and 'am just sitting in the room and doing nothing. Tunnu, Kam and Nee are not replying to any of the text! I just want to kill Safedi ki chamkar, the most selfish creature in the world. What does she thinks she is? I hate her! During the exams, she asked me help! (obviously cheating) and I did that just to think that she is my pal! But the cruel,selfish creature never told me a single one.
In the exam hall, during the maths exam, she lied that she's going to fail and after coming out, she said these words to Nee"This was the easiest exam I've appeared"!!! Lier!!I hate u! Tragedy Queen, she is selfish too and that boy who was copying my answers but the teacher smacked my head!He didn't even say sorry! I can't understand why the girls are falling for him! I hate all the Arang fellows (group of few students who comes from a small place to our school)
Next day onwards, I didn't tell her any answer! She used me and she always does that. And like a fool I always helped her! Hey this can be my new year resolution, 'am not going to take it any more !
Just a single question hopped in my mind.Why does God always give me such mates in my life to make it terrible? sigh!
Just wondering what she would get by doing all these stuffs to me! Earlier she used to say blah blah about me for having cantact no. of boys (our mates)! And she used to say blah blah blah about the boys too who are my friends!And few days ago she asked me Tunnu and Kam 's (my best buddies) no.! Oh something again struck my mind. After that day Kam and Tunnu are not replying to my text!
Did she say anything to them as she always does this stuff?Naah! They know how she is? They are my true buddies. They are not going to fall for her words!
Chimni has gone mad I guess! How can he fall for Tragedy queen!? And how can he be jealous of Tunnu, Nee and Angel? Tunnu and others are right he has changed. I want to kill him too cause he thinks there something between Me and Angel or Me and Tunesh.so lame!
School is soon going to reopen by 2nd Jan. which means results of Maths exam! I am 200% sure that am going to fail this time. I have never failed in any of the tests or exams before. But this time I am going to fail. T sir is going to insult me very badly. He never misses any chance to insult me!
Last year when I got 75 out of 100 in the halfyearly exams, he had insulted me and said blah blah ! And when I got 93 in Model exam and others didn't even cross 65 He said nothing to any of them!Isn't that lame? If you are in 10th then Model exams are more important than Halfyearly!
I am really scared. I don't know what's going to happen with me? What he's gonna do this time? I never failed in any subject man!Now am feeling like to cry. I know I can't escape this. I want to die. I am feeling terrible. I hate everyone. I hate myself. He's gonna kill me.That's what my life is all about.