This time I won't tell anyone what's wrong with me and with my life. I'll be there on FB and MYB and Yahoo and MSN but won't IM anyone sorry. This time I won't let Colby or anyone to cheer me up and to tell me 'bout Jesus. This time I really want to die. Today I just can't find one reason to smile and live.
Really sorry for my terrible status on FB and MYB and on MSN! Call me a looser or whatever you want.. I won't listen to you. I am not strong like you.. I am the one who wants to escape from all the tough times and situations. I cannot smile in hard times. I have stopped believing that God exists since the time he took my best friend.
This time I am not scared. Yeah this time something really bad's gonna happen. Thanks for caring but you don't have to.