I am sowwie :( for being so annoying. I know that everyone's life is messed up but for me, only my life is REALLY messed up. Yeah my life sucks and is messed up and I want to clean that mess :/
I don't know if I should regret or not. I don't know what's good and what's bad. But at this moment I just hate them and yeah I am regreting for trusting them and believing that they care and they'll be with me no matter what happens!!
But, they don't care, not a single bit. Aaahh how can they talk to me like that? God I HATE you. I really hate you. why is it always necessary for you to make my life a mess? And I don't believe in stupid quotes and theories whatever that says, "God wants to test me!" and blah blah. Even if he is doing so then I don't wanna pass such test :/
Why is it happening before 10 days of my birthday!? -.-" They all (some actually) are going out of town! and won't come back till 8th November!! (T_T)