Friday, September 24, 2010

"..I am a cursed soul.."

I am a cursed soul,
my heart aches and soul screams
It's hard to tell how do I feel..
Tears roll down my cheeks..
I feel isolated and weak.
I wish I were a princess,
with charming smile and
delightful grace.

I am a cursed soul,
But puffy eyes and impregnible heart,
seek for someone,
who I thought, belonged to me.
Every time they come close,
they hurt more and more
may be with some intensions
or may be not, I'm not sure.

I am a cursed soul,
Sometimes I wonder,
"why does it happen?
Is it Lord's will or
is it my destiny?"
A weird game that life played
with me and my loved ones.
The only thing, 
I bring with me is always a torment..

I am a cursed soul,
I beg you don't try to console,
leave me alone,
I'll just harm you and make you worry,
I don't belong to this place,
I don't belong to you,
Don't cry if I die young
'cause it would be better for you and everyone..

P.S. i really don't wanna talk to saket.. but I can't ignore him.. last night we were talking and I just said I don't wanna talk to you.. so don't text me anymore.. He's still texting me but 'am not replying him. And the poem, umm i just wrote it out of blue.


WarmSunshine said...

nice one :)

Madhu said...

OMG! why do u feel so?

♥ Chocolate lover ♥ said...

@ Madhu
idk :|

Rahil said...

You think too much, as i do. And i realised it aint helpful. We just complicate things more and more.

Hope all gets fine between you and your friend.

♫ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♫ ayu ♫ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♫ said...

aw..but you really should talk to's the best thing to do..or else youre jeopardizing yboth your happiness..>.<

Bea said...

i love ur poems.. <3

☆rabbito-bonbon☆ said...

Don't think about it too much babe! (> < ) Just enjoy your life okay?? (^o^;)

Sunakshi said...

I feel the same :( i know what it feels like..awsm poem btw.. :)

Selenium said...

About the poem...
I liked it cause I just had a one sided argument with my friend...
But I would have written something about killing him instead... -__-

But even otherwise, the poem has the "depressing feel" described rather nicely.

Rajlakshmi said...

awww thats sad ... hope everything works out fine...