I was just..

I was just trying to seek a friendly hand,

Who knew that hand wanted to pull me down,

And bury my silhouette in graveyard of insecurities?

Couldn't see it coming,

'cause I was blinded by something,

Something like trust and faith.

I was just trying to seek a  face in the crowd,

Who knew that was just a disguise,

Meant to fool everyone around?

Couldn't see it coming,

'cause I was blinded by something,

Something like a pinch of lie and illusion.

I was just trying to seek a friendly opinion,

Who knew that opinion was another lie,

Meant to win over another foolish heart?

Couldn't see it coming,

'cause I was blinded by something,

Something like my own idiocy.

What a fool I made of myself,

May be I did see it coming?

May be I just wanted to stand against the odds?

Adding more to the insecurity and vulnerability,

Letting the regret consume the carefree person I used to be.

I'll live like this, keeping a comfortable my distance.
And content myself with loneliness.