Everything is so much messed up!! My life sucks.. and I really hate God right now!! Seems like he loves to see me alone.. He already took Harpreet away.. who was like a sis to me. And You know what's his next plan? He's gonna take my other friends.. My friends are going to leave the town!
Prince, Sp2 hybrid orbital, Manish, Tunesh.. will leave the school and town if Our school gets the CBSE affilation! :/ And according to the school authorities its 99.9% confirm that its going to be CBSE! I really really hate the principal. He sucks! Who the hell asked him to go to Delhi for the affilation?
We dont want CBSE nor the teachers..then why the hell he is dying to get the CBSE affilation!! I am in 12th right now :/ and we have never faced CBSE before.. Well the teachers say that it's going to be hard if its CBSE! Already one month is over and we dont know what we have to study CG or CBSE?
It sucks!! really sucks.. You guys have no clue how me and my friends are feeling! The way Sp2 hybrid orbital said "I am leaving. You guys can give me a farewell atleast!" made me cry.. though I tried to hold my tears. And in Maths tution.. Sp2 and Nee started to quarell. I was so scared. Today I was lost somewhere. Got tears in my eyes.
On the way back to home. I cried 'coz no one could see me in the dark! Prince said " I am really feeling weird to think about it.. you know..I am sure I'll burst into tears on the last day!" All of sudden, everything seems so dark! The plans that we have been making since last year has been ruined! My best friends are leaving the school may be! I and prince know each other since kindergarten. I just cant think of anything else.. I aint talking to mom and dad the way i used to! I can't tell them how i am feeling coz I know they would yell at me! Me and my friends are so much stressed..
Death and being alone are similar right? o.o Why does it always happen to me? :(( I really really hate you God!! >_<