and it goes on..

Heyaaa ppl! umm still busy with school.. I really don't even get time for me! Everyday.. I  wake up at 4:45 am for tution.. *shivers on the way*wishes to see.. Tune-ish, Devil or P.G. =] Prays to God that Divi should not come to tution.. but you find she's already there!! At tution..

Plans to sit with Devil, Tunesh and P.G.!! but damn! :| I come back home at 6:30 am, take shower and again rush to school!! <.< On the way.. I just keep wondering how's today going to be!? I start singing (well i try to) the saltwater room on the way (Mark's voice still in my head)!.. Reach school with a confused mind..and just wish that Safedi ki chamkar and Tragedy queen should not come to school!! But damn! they are present.

*Makes more wishes* Tiwari sir should not come to school! blaah guess what?.. he is present too! >.< Sir takes the attendance and then we all move out of the classroom for assembly... tick tock tick tock tick tock.. damn too hot.. Its rainy season then why no rain? :( not even winds are blowing!! >.< I find Safedi ki chamkar laughing and talking about blah blah blah!Watch our juniors moving out of the building.. and find that they are taller then us =/ and they look older too! o.o" Wish If I could be more taller! =/ now during the assembly.. we find.. kids fainting off!! :O

After a huge blah blah blah of "pappa" (our school principal v.v) we finally move in to our class! Thristy.. but mates already drank the water!!and I am left with empty bottle. >.> First period is free (yay yay yay woohoo woohoo) But a bit sleepy and headache starts killing me.. Mates look worried to see me like that.. Some ask.. "Whats wrong?" and Devil plays knock knock with my head!! o.O" and says "seems like there's nothing inside her head!!" I try to hit him or to seize him but my hands are too short!! >.> *he escapes!*

Time for Sunny's and Devil's weird stuffs! Yeah so damn weird and funny... ummm dancing like Shakira andd.. mimicry.. haha yeah.. they are super talented lol.. hey wait.. this time I made a new song lol.. (not really but I just changed the lyrics of Pappa jag jayega) We really make alot of noise.. so its.. " Volume kam kar.. "pappa" (principal) aa jayega!!" xD

And it goes on... Sometimes I feel like to punch Safedi ki chamkar and Chimni but.. I am not like them ;) So I just try to ignore them.. For the whole day we Worry about college =/ Our teachers always try to scare us!! >_< After recess, I bring another water bottle which was in my scooty..still no result.. It lasts only for half an hour..

Now tired..and bored..wanna go out and play but teachers wont allow us..Start doing weird stuffs.. crack silly jokes.. and offcourse throwing chowk pieces at each other!! :3 In this way school hour ends and then I come back home at 1:30 pm o.o and then meal.. try to sleep bt damn homework!! At 4:15 pm again..rush for tution.. which goes till 7:30 pm! *sigh*

p.s extremely sorry.. I am damn too busy with school stuffs! >__< Missing you guys.. I can't check your blogs sowwie D: I love you *hugs tight* :)

school!! 0.0"

Haha! I am so happy that school reopened (reopened on 16th june :P) I am a senior now.. but me and my classmates don't look like one.. We are dumb 16 year old kids(some are 17 already o.o).. The batches before us were mentality prepared and yeah.. they did look like seniors.. but like I said we are dumb!! xD

I don't like safedi ki chamkar... and Divi!! Me, Simmi and Sush are together again.. no new admission in our class so its just us "Oldies Goldies" ;) You know.. I enjoyed the first rain here with Tune-ish, Devil, P.G. and Nee!! :))

So as usual my friends tease me a lot.. They have started teasiing me with P.T.'s name D: and also they imitate me some time! o.o Guess what?? simmi finally came to know everything about safedi ki chamkar.. eeeehhh.. Safedi ki schamkar's new target is Tune-ish T-T Why him???? I want to punch her face!! Tune-ish is my best friend and she is creepy!!!

Devil and Poo finally broke up! :D Devil was Poo's 12th boyfriend!! o.O geeeez!! I am so damn glad that they broke up... and some are saying that even Tragedy queen and Chimni broke up!! :O And something is going on between Divi and Prince... eeeehhhhh.. Why?????? You know Chimni has became such a snob.... you can esily see his ego in everything that he does or say.. even Wany sir noticed that!! o.O"

T sir (my maths teacher who kinda dislikes me) is my class teacher.. doing quite well in maths these days.. but still hv to work more hard =/ So much fun..at school.. and yeah you know what we do if any of our friend doesn't like someone then we tease them by saying that the someone you hate is actually your best friend :P (didn't get it right?)

 Well let me explain.. I dont like Divi, Poo and Safedi ki chamkar so Devil and other friends tease me by saying that.. They are my "bestest friends" and I can't leave without them..  xD and I do the same with Devil.. I keep saying that Safedi ki chamkar and Suchchi are his "bestest friends" lol

Devil changed the lyrics of "Jab mila tu hi tu" from the movie "I hate luv story". It goes like this now: "Jab mila 2 root 2.... 2 root 2"  xD Yes he was solving maths problems at that time xD

"..still with you.."

The time when we were together,

and when you fought with my fear..

When you and I were alone,

I never missed my home..

When we laid down on the grass;

and watched the bright stars..

Embracing each other was the best part,

Never thought we would stay apart..

 I was alone in my despair and

you walked away..

Just turn back once;

I am still standing behind you..

What if I am dead?

My soul still walks with you..

P.S. cried after 10 days!! this time at school.. no nothing happened.. i am a cry baby right..? Wany sir told us a story.. sad ending.. and i started crying.. though I laughed alot too... my friends don't let me cry.. aren't they awesome? :) though they have startes teasing me with pranay's name for no reason.. (v.v)

Busy with school stuffs.. can't check your blogs... but I would try.. missing you guys.. love you *hugs tight* byee :)

"..Strange girl.."

A giggly view but something new;

Saw her smiling and may be blushing;

Was glad to see the cresent moon on her face;

May be she has got her own delightful grace;

Still she walks alone in the rain;

she cries but she never shows her pain;

Her eye twinkles like the stars;

Could easily see those scars;

She laid down on the green grass;

stretched her arms and  let the emotcions to pass;

A soul so weary weeps in dark;

Dreams again lost their spark..

She is together in lonliness;

and alone in togetherness..

P.S. sorry!! my modem was in Koma v.v Finally School reopened.. busy with studies and stuffs! I am a senior now! o.o but still me and my friends still acts like dumb XD I have to wake up at 4:50 am everyday for tutions! dead tired right now.. sorry would be away from blogland!! >_<

 Kritika's cousin killed Kritika's dad!! T_T Can't believe that people could be so mean..  27th june is kritika's birthday =? She was my best friends once but now we are not even friends but yeah i can't see her like this..

"..three and me.."

Wheeee.. heyaa.. yes I am still alive.. haha! so here I am with "three and me" tag! This time I've been tagged by Leo.. xD

My 3 famous name~

choco

bun bun

lovely

3 thing that scares me~

Loosing my friends

Being alone

fall in love! o.O

3 thing which makes me smile~

Alan's random stuffs!

webcamming with Mark!

Owl city! ^_^

3 things I love~

chocolates

friends

blogging! o.o

3 things I hate~

backstabbing

being mean

wars!!

3 things I dont understand~

so called friendship!

why I can't be mean? o.O

my family!! :O

3 things I am doing right now~

thinking about my so called best friends! :|

waiting for Mark to come online!

waiting for Alan's reply! o.O

3 thing I can't do~

to take revenge

stop crying for silly stuffs!

to commit suicide! o.O

3 things I think you should listen to~

Owl city :)

ummm me? o.O

and offcourse your heart!! (*pokes you*)

3 things I watched as kid(I'm still a kid right?)~

High school Musical

Shinchan! o.o

other disney channel stuffs!!

3 things I want in relationship~

dont have any idea!! XD

Love?

care :))

3 things that appeal to me from opposite sex~

Eyes! o.o

smile! XD

pure heart?

3 favourite fictious characters~

Harry potter

Ron weasley

Mr. tumnus! ^_^

3 of my hobbies~

writting

reading

drawing!

3 drinks I drink regularly~

water

Milk (I'm a good girl)

ummm.. orange juice! o.o

3 things I like about myself~

can't be mean! =/

loves friends!

being a kiddo!

3 things I hate about myself~

my height! :|

to trust anyone

being naive! o.o

3 things I'm wearing right now~

spectacles!

pyajama

smile :))

2 truths and a lie (orderly)~

don't know anything about poetry~

I just write my feelings! o.o

I cried today! xP

3 blog buddies I wanna tag~

Sunakshi di

Nipun

Cheryl

"..Just once.."

I want to be an eight year old kiddo again!

I want to sing and dance like an insane..

I want to hug someone right now;

I want to let my tears flow..

I want to be an endear,

I want to disappear;

I want to escape this place,

I want to have a delightful grace;

I want to be alone,

I want to say that my fears are gone;

I want be a muse;

I want to feel the giggling views;

I want to walk alone in lonely streets;

I want to hear my heart beats;

I want to rejoice every moment;

I want to forget the torment;

I want to know if they really care;

I want to know if I really matter;

I want to get stoned;

I want to fall in illusion;

I want to party whole night with my friends,
I want to forget that happy moments soon ends..

I want to fly to the sky,

I want to cry and die,

yes I just want to smile,

from the bottom of my heart;

I don't want that smile to fade,

even if I am dead..

P.S so damn random but yeah from the heart.. feeling sad.. want to meet Alan, Mark, Xin yi and Poxy.. want to hug them tight.. Right now feeling like to die..would be fine I guess.. Crying alot since yesterday.. want to be alone for once.. a thought popped in my mind.. what if I die.. and no one knows about the reason... want someone to regret for what they did!! ummmm.. lame? =/ haha! *hugs tight* byeee :)

"..If I could.."

I wish if I could borrow your pains;

I wish if I could be your reason to smile;

I don't believe in God anymore!

If he really exists then why

is mine and yours heart so sore?

I don't want it to happen to you

that had happened to me..

you know?

My life is miserable and

is gonna be same till the end

It's worse than nightmare..

I'm stuck but life's still movin'

folks keep hurting and murdering

my naive and sensitive soul

Birds keeps on chirping and

rain keeps on falling..

I follow unknown fears;

and try to hold back my tears..

I walk like a muse in dark lonely street;

I am lost in your memories;

with a dark hope to reach the,

valley of death and ocean of stress;

and finally to the end of my life..

but before that.. I would like, to

bring back joys in your life;

I wish if I could kiss away your tears,

I wish if I could die with your fears..

"..stay alone?.."

Dreams and illusions;

darkness and silence..

doesn't need any companions;

they hurt her more

than the lonliness..

Her misty eyes and

crescent smile faints;

When the stars giggles and

the pink breeze cuddles her in pain..

Why tears doesn't stop?
Why happy movement doesn't stay?
She cried alot to lesser her pain;
Just want to yell out her feelings again..

She wanna tell them
"stop being mean to her!"
-they've never seen her love and care;
but just for her one mistake
they've become so unfare..

Ever thought of her fragile
and naive heart?
Ever heard to the faint echoes
that says don't wanna stay apart?

May be not and that's why
they're gonna leave her alone;
Yes she's scared..
but she doesn't wanna tell them that!

They haven't listened
to her mumbling voice;
and haven't seen her
glittering eyes..
Yes it was the time
when she was crying..

But they never noticed
Oh Jesus, what a fate..!
Now it's too late;
She's not gonna turn back..

She never cared to check her bruises
those blood stains were visible,
but she never noticed...
They are the one who has
who ruled her heart
and torn it in two parts..