"I've got to say.."

Its hard to tell you,

what I've got to say,

Neither tears stop,

nor the smile,

stays..

No more betrayals,

no more partings;

Lips so numb,

eye's so scared,

now my life has

changed;

I wish if you could

understand;

Understand the thing,

That I have got to say;

But now I have to

decieve you,

so that atleast

you can smile..

P.S. from the draft.

P.P.S. Happy holi guys :))

Unsolved mystery!

Scared of the unknown darkness

She cries for joy,

   Her soul in despair,

Fights all the battles.

She hid her woes,

And her tears of blood.

One is still perplexed;

And wonders over it.

But the mystery remains,

unsolved.

Back may be!

Hey everyone! so 'am back may be! Thank you sooo much for your blessing guys. I am feeling much better now. But then I won't be blogging for a while(may be more than a month) 'cause of exams! My exams are soon going to start so I have decided to give more time to studies!!
Well right now many things happening in life. The same lovey dovey stuffs are killing me. The school administrations are busy in "dikhava" because of some inspection committee that is supposed to visit our school so that they would decide whether we should be given CBSE course or not.
Getting more attention from my mates since 'am sick and weak(seriously weak. The doc. had even asked me to get admitted in the hospital). So thats all for now. Bye guys.. take care. I may not visit or comment on your blog. Sorry :(

T_T

Hey! I know I was  quite away from blogosphere. Actually I am serioulsly taken ill. After that picnic, 'am feeling more worse. Headache and fever is still killing me. And and and I have puked 8 times since day before yesterday. I am feeling really weak. Can't have anything :(( Medicines  tastes more yucky! :(( I haven't even slept from last 4-5 days! Can't blog further now :((.

Picnic with friends!!

I went for a picnic with my friends. Actually today, the small kids were supposed to go for a picnic but we also wanted to go for picnic so we also followed them since it was a maha bandh in chhattisgarh. So at 9 o clock we( Me, darshu, Chanda mama, Pari, Srish, Anu, Beena, Kriti, Roshni, Chimni, Divya, Sunny, and Poo Prince) made the plan at school and decided to  meet at Roshni's place within hour an hour.
We all took permission from our parents and then we all went to the spot in our scooty and bikes. We were 10 gals and 4 guys! :D Unexpectedly our parents agreed for the picnic :D.
When I reached at Roshni's place. Everyone was already there. I took a long cut and came from another way. Prince- Abey tera ghar to is taraf hai! tu us taraf se kaise ayi !? :P
Ruk ja abhi teri mummy ko batata hu.!!! :P
We played in slide, see saw and other swings. Though I was scared but still sabse jyada main jhuli. I was screaming and laughing :P And after that I was looking like drunk. :P hahaha! I was falling again and again. My friends commented.."yeh toh bina piye talli ho gayi"!!!! LOL
Can't tell you it was so much fun. Chanda mama fir se mere ko dara rha tha :(. Prince, Sunny and Chanda mam were again pulling my leg for that wild ride incident :P As expected the picnic turned into couple picnic. eeeeeeww!!! 
haha! we all decided to leave Poo and divz and not to take them back :P So we didn't took them with us. :)) We thought that those line maru type gals would like to come back with Chanda mama(poo's boyfriend and Divya kabab me haddi :p) though Prince and Sunny were also there.Yay yay yay Maza aa gaya.!!
We all reached home by 12 in the noon :) After coming back I send a text to all my friends,"Hum log sach me sanjay kana(name of that spot) gaye the na? kyunki mere ko abhi bhi sapna lag rha hai!"
My friends replied,Roshni- ghar me akar pinch karu kya?" 
Srish" scooty ka petrol chek kar le..kam hoga" and so on..
Me- Mera sar chakra rha hai.
Srish replied- Aur khulo!!
 lekin abhi bhi mera sar ghum raha hai. main aur age kuch type nahi kar sar sakungi! Main baad me achche se fir se post edit kar dungi. (agar mood hua toh :P)

"Yours.."

I'll wait,

wait for the dream,

dream to come true,

True are my feelings,

Feelings that they named love,

Love is you,

You will be my valentine someday,

Someday I'll be yours,

yours forever..

P.S. Fever is killing me again!! (T_T)
P.P.S I hate medicines!!

"Sometimes.."

I know not where to go;

But still I'll walk..

I know not why 'am here;

But still I'll stay..

I know not who I am;

But still I love myself..

I know not why 'am sad;

But still I'll smile..

I'll do things aimlessly;

I'll do what I want to..

Sometimes the reason

doesn't matter..

Sometimes you have to

be someone else..

"No one"

No one sees the,

Beauty of her soul and

Innocence in her dark eyes.

No one hears,

her screaming and

her cry.

No one cares to,

wipe up her tears and

to console her.

No one can ever give,

her the pleasures of life and

a reason to smile.

She walks all alone;

'Cause she knows,

that's what is in her fate..