Believe it or not, we all have different shades. Sometimes you love yourself. Sometimes you hate yourself. Sometimes you surprise and scare yourself with the things that you do. Sometimes you think that you're fool for doing the foolish things. Sometimes you plan not to do the same foolish things again. Sometimes you end up doing those foolish things again just because you can't say "no" to the fake puppy eyes. Sometimes, you try to keep your distance with everything and everyone and then you let that decision to hurt you. Sometimes you think of forgetting and forgiving so that you can start it all over again. But that doesn't work at all. You end up getting hurt and disappointed again. Ignoring and surviving all of these is hard. Staying alive and keeping a smile is harder. Burden of all these situations and feelings bring you down. Sometimes you need to let it go so that it doesn't consume you, so that you can feel light and rise up again.