"..bitter reality.."

Sour dreams and bitter reality,

Why death seems better than humanity?

Darkness in eyes utters several lies

But someone murdered my soul and

Left it alone to weep..

Pardon me please if I had done,

Something wrong..

Begging you to walk along,

I stare into the deep sea to find,

someone who belongs to me.

I am missing my friend who

died long back.

I have mom and dad and a couple of

mates but for a friend like her;

my heart really aches..

I need her badly, Oh please Mr. Sky,

 can you tell this to my friend?

I am all alone in this bitter sweet life.

Is she with you; Can you tell me how's she?

Is she happy in the heaven?

Can I talk to her just once or atleast,

Can I see her somehow?

It's been quite long and

I am sick of crying now..

Oh Mr. Sky can you take me to her?

I am missing her hugs and the way she

used to care.

My only friend with who I used to share..

I cry every night when I see the stars so bright;

I make excuses when someone finds me.

Oh I am really very sorry Mr. Sky,

I really didn't mean to make you cry;

Is it just that You are raining or

Is there something in your eye?

Randomness.. 0.0

Random clicks..

My legs.. they are short!! o.o

My eye looks like this after crying! e.e

Hell yeah! XD I love chocolates! :3

So random and old! :|

My eyes are brown?!!  Old pic~ I was up for the whole night! o.o

"..Solace.."

Some tears, some smiles.,

Some ache, some relief,

Some hope, some dreams;

I have these all,
in my bitter sweet life..

I cry, I sigh,

I laugh, I giggle.

Now I can say that I have

someone who cares;

Someone who owns my life.
Someone who is near,
Someone who is here..


I've  seen the melting moon,
and the giggling stars,
I've felt the rain drops,
I've heard the bird singing..


The place where
the butterflies dance,
Where misty eyes fall asleep
is the place where I
find solace..

School tale!!

You know what happened today?.. MKS Sir was in angry mood.. today morning, he was shouting at us,, and like always.. he tried to scare us. Tune-sh and Sp3 hybrid orbital didn't come to the tution! :(

Reached school a bit late :| Sp3 hybrid orbital was already there.

Sp3 asked: "you went for tution?"

Me: yeah! o.o

Sp3: You know why I didn't come?

Me: yeah, cause you were texting whole night and you slept at 4 am! :P

_____________

*Free period*

Me: my shoes are shining :P

Nee: Its looking odd.. and
-stepped over it-
...much better!! v.v

________________

* Chemistry period*

V sir went to staff room for some work.. In the mean while Sp3 hybrid orbital came out of his place and stood near the door o.o Our school librarian came running :P We thought may be for scolding Sp3 Hybrid orbital, ( She was still standing out of the classroom and Sp3 at the door!!) Then suddenly..

Sp3 hybrid orbital: Yes Ma'am,... Ma'am.. SHRITI !!

Me: huh? what did I do? o.O

Everyone: -laughed-

Ma'am entered... and said: Shriti.. you are an artist right? I need your help!!

Sp3 hybrid orbital: Yes Ma'am! Yes!! (others joined him to!)

My Expression: o.O -what the hell?-

Ma'am: come with me in the library!

Sp3 : Okay ma'am.. we are coming..

Ma'am: no I just need her..

Sp3: Ma'am I can help too -attacked with his puppy eyes-

In library.. It was me and Sp3 AND our librarian.. and the doors were shut lol xD After few mins.. Pappaa and Paaa (principal and manager) knocked.. Ma'am opened the door.. and we continued doing our work. :P When they left.. Ma'am was scared lol xD

Ma'am: geez.. I am so dumb.. why did I close the doors?

Sp3: Ma'am it's okay.. nothing happened xD

Me: yea.. ma'am its all right.. why are you so scared?

Ma'am: just Imagine that if it was only you and him.. or me and him and the doors were shut then..?

Me and Sp3 looked at eachother laughed xDD

Sp3: Kya ma'am aap bhi kya kya sochte ho? xP

Ma'am: Its all cause of him.. It would have been better if hadn't come with us.. He acts just like a small kid!! :O

We( Sp3 hybrid orbital and me)  laughed whole day at this thing! geeeez! lol

I like waking up at 4: 30 am for tution.. I like being senior.. I like the way  my friends tease me.. I laugh when I fall or when I do something stupid.. I like to tease Sp3 hybrid orbital and Prince.. I like when Sp3 hybrid orbitals calls me Sp2 Hybrid orbital.. I like being dumb at times.. Even after knowing that I am short I like to compare my height with my friends..but somewhere I am still sad... I am not happy with the things on here..in my life.. Yeah am still crying.. sowwie for ruining your mood!! D:

you will cry..

Laugh at me if you want,

Sing with me and dance;

Lets play kiddishly once again,

Come play with me in the rain,

Hug me tight as much as you can..

My hand in yours and yours in mine,

and walk along the sea shores..

Pink mist whispers in the dark-

your smiles add the spark..

The moon is melting,

and the stars are weeping..

You could never know why?

It's 'cause when I'll die, you will cry..

P.S sorrryyy.. I'm sick.. have fever.. busy with school stuff.. Missing you all..

a voice whispered..

Randomness follows your heart,

Cries in loneliness;

and the secret

lies in eyes..

Whimpering soul dies in despair,

You know you can

never escape

nightmares..

You will face this all alone but;

A song I may sing to

make the darkness

 sleep..

Come to me and I will tell you

'bout the secrets of 

the shooting stars

and pale moon..

Eyes stares at the dawn and

may be looks for a

Campanion but

finds no one..
Shattered soul have to walk all alone
Dreams aren't enough
to overcome
fears..

"I am mean?"

I don't want anyone to die

'Cause I am mean

You know how?

It makes me gloomy;

and I don't want to be so now..

I want to help the poor souls.

You know why?

'cause I am mean;

I get satisfaction..

I want you to be happy.

no! I am not nice;

I am mean 'cause

it makes me smile..

I want peace all around the world,

You know why?

No, not for anyone but for me;

I am mean and

I hate wars..

I wanna befriend you.

Not 'cause you are nice

But 'cause I am mean;

I want someone nice like you,

around me all the time..

I care for you.

You know why?

'cause if anything happens to you

then t'would hurt me somehow!!

and yes I am mean

I am just another

meanie person in this

mean world of the creator..

P.S. random stuffs.. I don't know what to call it.. Is it dumb? o.o" let me know

*huggy*

Where do I stand?

In the world of disguise,

I stay in a nightmare so worse;

All the lies in my eyes,

Stares at the darkness and lonliness,

Living a life of misery,

Walking alone in a crowd of thousands;

Embrace alone the bitter silence,

With companions but still so alone;

Death whispered in my ears,

Couldn't hold up so,

I yelled at my fears,

I am lost in my own little world;

Silence is no worse than words;

Fake smile sighs somewhere,

Tears roll down and dies there;

A question still bothers me in despair,

So many to hold my hand,

but seriously..

Where do I stand?

P.S. a bit sad.. but idk why? -.-" Laughed really hard at school xD Prince got his hand fractured again I guess! -.-" dumbo!! <.< blaaah.. I was chasing him but he just slipped when he was running!! I din't even touch him!!

P.P.S Why do we all become so mean sometimes? =? anyways I'll try to check your blogs soon! :) *hugs tight*