I have too many questions trapped inside my head,
I usually try to find the answers while I lay awake in my bed.
I feel blessed with all I have,
And I feel content with everything that He gave.
I feel comfortable in my own skin.
And it doesn't matter much whether I lose or win.
But then something goes wrong,
And it stays right there for way too long.
And I wonder if I'm alright?
And how to disappear from line of sight?
Why does it all come crashing down when it finally feels fine?
I really want to be happy with this life of mine.
How long will it take to feel alright again?
This time, I'm a bit afraid to commit something insane.