Thursday, September 15, 2011

"..Dysphoria.."

Emptiness choking my breath,
Making me to lean towards death,
Couldn't see anything except the color black,
Always wishing for someone to come back,
Lost in fairy tale which I thought was true,
It's may be pleasing to see the shades of blue.
Was a fool to feel beautiful,
Sanity warned but insanity overruled,
Trust is gone, soul is dead,
I feel no pain even when my cuts bleed.
Being tired of heartaches, I may choose euthanasia,
It's getting hard to have dysphoria. 

8 comments:

Priyanka said...

Why would euthanasia be a solution?
Get back on the two feet and fight.

I love the word dysphoria for some unfathomable reason.

Dark poem but very well framed.

Blahblaholic ♥ © said...

Oww :(
Beautiful lines but I *REALLY* hope things are getting better for you?
Take care!
xoxo

⁂ܓVållῐ ⁂ܓ☺ said...

:'(
So sad...but beautifully written...Cuts of blade don't hurt...But Cuts of words hurt the heart..

... Madhumathi ... said...

So painful!
I wish.. everything will b OK with you!

♠ Tharangni ♠ said...

it is such a pretty poem! Man I missed reading your blog!
it's love-leh! :)

Carol said...

Um. Hey there. I just stumbled across your blog. I adore your header image by the way.

Just wanted to say that I think you have a lot of talent and I hope you have a great person in your life to cheer you up when things get really rough.

Don't laugh but my fiance sings me the 'sunshine song' in a cute little bear's voice to cheer me up, you know: "You are my sunshine, my only sunshine ..." He absolutely cannot sing but that's what makes it so great.

Carol said...

By the way I think you are really brave to have a blog and actually let people comment.

I'm too afraid that I might have negative feedback (especially from people I don't know) and that it might cut me down so much that I pretty much lose all hope.

So. Congrats to your bravery.

Marinela Reka said...

Painful but so nicely written!

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