Thursday, August 11, 2011

"I am truly a curse..." It won't really matter to me If you don't read the poem, it doesn't really make any sense I guess. I did a mistake and I should die instead of him. If anything happened to him then I wouldn't forgive myself.

One scary night, 
beneath the moon light,
I never wanted you to cry,
Nor to say good bye,
It was my grave mistake,
Your life was on stake,
It was a hex put on my words,
Didn't want a life of wizards.
I am truly a curse
I make things go worse.
This is the tuth,
You were my Ruth.
I am sorry, please come back once,
please come back and give me another chance.

P.S. Sometimes, you become so blind and selfish that you wish for stupid things like someone to leave. But don't do that because God can misunderstand you and He can take that person away forever from you and everyone. The person not only leaves you but he also has to leave the world.
Do me a favor and please pray for my friend? It was all my fault. I wanted him to go but not this way. It took me so long to understand that he was nice and sweet. If anything happened to him then I wouldn't forgive myself. It really sucks when you lose someone. He has to go through 2 surgeries. And there's 1/4th chances of him to die!


Stupid Cupid ♥ said...

Ouch .. Hey don't blame yourself so much :(
I'll surely pray a lot for him!! Inshallah he'll be fine! :)
Take care !!!

Kunnu said...

Everything will be good. Have Faith. :)


deeps said...

hope things arent as gray and gloomy as it s portrayed

⁂ܓVållῐ ⁂ܓ☺ said...

Really painful :( :|

Anonymous said...

its just a coinsidence dear...dont blame yourself.
i'll pray for him tonight =)

Gauri Mathur said...

Take care