"..I'll stay away.."

I'll stay away..

scared to hurt them..

I can cry alone,

won't let them to know even that..

Smiles heals my pains,
but my heart is sore now,
 I Swear I never played with them
but I'll stay away..

It seems like nightmare,
but a dream to see them happy again..
I'll stay away;
alone in my despair...

 

Just a tight hug

for the last time and

I'll be gone forever and

would never come again..

 

I'll stay away..

dont wanna hurt them,

I have to now keep my distance..

I know they're not gonna understand..

 

but have to move 'cause

dont wanna be that foolish girl I was

and end up worse again;

I'll cry all alone..

I'll be keeping away..

I am trying not to want to hurt them;

trying to bring the smile again..

One last thing I need to do now..

....is just to stay away..

P.S. Inspired by "Last thing"

PPS. I'll miss them(Mark, Alan, Poxy and Xin yi) .. and really want them to be happy.. Mark has deleted his MYB and FB account.. i am gonna do the same.. not because he did..because

 I wont be online for 10 months!

PPPS. I'll miss you too :))