Guest post for your awesome blog :))‏

Hello Hello, I think I am too late for this post but still I decided to write this one for my little sister :))

Its always tough to write a blogpost specilly for me (a non blogger and not so expressive person) *scratches head*. but still let me try.

Shriti you are like younger sister to me, you are a real fighter. You have faced very tough situations, Do you know after every dark night there is a bright sunshine. So a bright sunshine is waiting you.

I am still confused whether are you panda or penguin ??

*Out of words* All the best for future. .keep blogging

Keep Smiling :)

P.S : Your blog is the cutest blog I have ever seen :D

Abhishek.

"JUST IN CASE IF YOU'VE READ THE PREVIOUS POST WHICH WAS ACTUALLY A RANT BY ME(SHRITI). FORGET IT. I KNOW I WAS ANGRY AND STUFF. BUT JKDFGJKFSGL SO FAR THIS POST IS THE BEST. ^_^ Abhi da is like an elder brother to me. I've always wanted one elder brother. But then one day I realized that I cannot have an elder brother 'cause I am already the eldest one!(oops) I met him at the point where I was literally hating the word "brother" He has supported me a lot. At times, I get mad at him. Like I did earlier. I respect/trust/love people 'cause of their actions. Abhi da, I'm sorry that I got mad at you. I feel terrible. I shouldn't take decisions when I'm angry or upset. ._.

Congratulations Little Angel! :)

Er. Its been quite some time since I sat down to write something sincerely. I have been  missing out on that spark to write and go on writing for some time now, and then out of no where comes Shriti asking for a guest post at her blog as a part of her 400th post celebrations, and how could I say no to someone who I care for a lot ? who I love reading a lot ? I had no choice but to accept and promise her to write.

So here I am, trying to put down some lines for shriti, little angel, as I used to call her, and I am confused as to what to pen down. shri, you have been that one person who I witnessed grow up in this place, I have been around when you started writing, and now when you reach this milestone I am still around, and it indeed makes me feel privileged to have known someone so talented like you, who could put into words anything, anything, someone who could just sit and write and then give a visual of what they have written to the readers, someone who can wet the eyes of the reader.

All I have to say is, Shri, that you a gift, a very talented person, one who deserves a lot of happiness, joy, success, fun, everything damn good thing in life, and I would want you to appreciate life, no matter what hardships you have faced, and what may lie ahead. I know its always easier said, that done, but trust me, life is to be appreciated no matter what. like how its said, what doesn't kill you, only makes you stronger. I would be one happy person to see you write more, a lot more of happier posts, making a difference with your life, staying strong and proving a point.

Alright that has gone boring  now, time to wind up, and here is a little something for you sweet heart, you know I normally like melancholy and write on that topic always, but a friend of mine, Nikita of Niki's Pallet wanted to attempt something different, and we sat down together to pen this down, and I guess, this blog is the place where this should be posted :)

Lift your head, shoulders high;
Face the world, and smile in joy;
Tear your mask, shed your fear.
Rebel the world, Pick your voice, 
Gain your words, describe the self.
Burn the worries, make your fuel.
Fly high to the sky, and fear for none.
Earn your respect, earn your space,
Be the one your dreamed to be.
Let the world not hold you back,
For you may fall and you may rise.
Leave the world a sign of yours,
Claim your freedom and be the self.

Be the fire and ignite the rest,
Let the world fall and burn.
Live your life to the full,
Leave a legacy beyond death,
For the new world shall follow you one day.

Here is wishing you Shriti, a happy blogging time and congratulations on reaching this small milestone of 400 posts and I hope and pray that you go on writing more and more, and more.

Love. Hugs. Shravan.

The Charming Lass

Hey Shriti,

This one is for you and a small attempt to let you know that you are a Rockstar. When I first visited your blog I was amazed to see such a young lass writing so much, such a creative background and so many widgets that you have used. I was simply impressed by the complete set up you have and I will always come back to your blog to read more when it gets updated. Here is a short poem for you on your 400 post completion celebration:

A young girl

Though gives words a twirl

Emotions expressed

Everyone impressed

A lovely brew

Flow can keep you glued

A memorable time

Sanctity divine

A way with feelings

A heart out and chimes

That way with rhyme

A bit of clandestine

To tell you more

You have to keep writing, not sour

We love you

Till we reach through the lightening door

I hope you like it and even if not I know you will keep blogging because you are deserving, loving and a beautiful soul which will impart all the love to the world. Keep Writing!

Much Love and Blessings,

Ashwin.

"..And there she smiled.."

I'm honored to be invited for writing a guest post for one of my sister like blogger. These twisted wires are weird, we once a blue moon get to know people who we cannot meet in real but then it feels good to know them. :) Anyway, here is a piece from the old diary mixed up with fiction. Hope you will enjoy the read.

The dew drops on the grass blades seemed to be gifted by the rain, Sparking as the diamonds are well polished. Zoya had this habit of shedding tears on grass for some odd reason. She believed that this way she could give away her pain to green colored leaves and they'll soak it like sunlight and moreover they are brave enough to carry themselves whatever the season is. She sat there from morning to eve, watched the life passing by.

Aman was observing her from distant.. "may be I should talk to her.." he thought.. "oh, no, it would be bad idea, she might get more upset!" He took out his notebook from his bag and started scribbling.. While leaving, he handed the folded paper to Zoya and said, "I'm sorry, but I guess, it's yours" and left. Before Zoya could say anything, he was gone. She unfolded the paper and began to read and..

Walking through empty streets,

Her heart began to fill with silent screams,

She tried to look back to call upon someone,

"Don't look back" her wisdom suddenly answered.

Her mind started loosing control,

Surrounding by the haunting loneliness,

Her tears were eager to flow,

"No more tears" her faith reminded.

Withered with the thirst and tired,

Not knowing which way to turn,

She paused and closed her eyes,

She remembered her mother's lullaby.

Her growing up,

Her bruised knees and tears she shed,

Mixed with the beautiful times she had.

The world is out there,

She must try to conquer her fear.

Life is like a circle.

She ought to get around it, she thought.

She opened her eyes again,

Feeling empty, lost and drained.

"Move on", gently her inner voice whispered,

The visions blurred and voices faded,

She looked ahead and moved.

..And there she smiled.


~Sunakshi.

Guest Post Series.

It's been more than 3 years since I started blogging. And yes, I loved it. No, don't worry, I'm not going to be all philosophical and stuff. I am not going to quit blogging either. Actually, I'm really close to my 400th post. 

This is my 393th post. The next 7 posts won't be my me. It'll be posted/written by the fellow bloggers. The ones who have been with me since the beginning. The ones who became my friends, really close friends and long lost siblings! :P 

My exams are coming soon. It'll start on Dec 4th and end on Dec 21st. It's another reason why I'm doing this guest post series. Yes, I'll be busy and stuff. xD And, want these people to keep updating my blog in the meanwhile. 

The people who will be a part of the guest post series are(in no particular order of publishing):

Sunakshi di

Nida

Ashwin

Abhishek da

Shravan

Blahblahholic

Raed

The 400th post will be by Raed. Because he wants to write the 400th post. But these 7 posts can become 8 or 9 or 10 if people want to join. Open invitation etc etc.. :o Just let me know. Btw, I won't be on twitter or tumblr or facebook. But you can comment on here or may be email me. The links are there. Oh and you can write about whatever you want, like a fiction or poem or even about me. Click on the "guest post" tab just in case you're confused or want to check out the other guest posts... There are already a couple of posts.

Am I bad person for waiting to die?

The number of cuts I make on my body are actually the number of times I get murdered by people's words and actions.

If people tried to look back at my old posts, you wouldn't find a lot of happy posts. But yes, you'll find hundreds of dark ones. Will you say that I have been depressed since then? Is it really depression? Am I really depressed? Things changed, people changed, I changed, memories have started to fade away but I regret nothing. I cannot look at the brighter side anymore but I can always hope for it. Have I really forgotten  how to smile or be happy? Why doesn't the stress go away? Why always one thing gets better but the very next moment other things start to fall apart? I work so hard. I don't do anything wrong. I do not cuss. I do not lie to parents and bunk classes and go for movies and stuff. I always think about others first. Then why doesn't things go right for me? Why do those hypocrites who keep lying, who keep doing the wrong things get everything? Why do they even pass? 

5th of September can be termed as another darkest day in my life. I got beaten up again. This time I got insulted by own brother in the bus for no reason. I reached home. I told my mum. He did the same. But still mum thought it was all my fault so she tried to hit me. We were downstairs, at the main gate and a few people were there. I did get a bit angry. Who wouldn't? Then upstairs, I was telling her my things and he was telling about his things. Mum was still mad at me. And then she said something mean to me. I told her the same thing back. And that's it. That thing was enough for her to beat me up. I know it was my fault. I shouldn't have said that. But I was just angry and it just came out of my mouth. So she kept hitting me. Who wouldn't scream in pain at that moment? I kept screaming and she kept beating me up so that shut up! But how can anyone expect that one would shut up by getting beaten up. 

Things started to get worse. I was more angry and in pain that I asked her to kill me all at once instead of beating me up to death. She became more angry. Grabbed my throat, choked my breath, hit my head against the floor. Later she went in the kitchen, left me on the floor, half unconscious, in pain, crying, screaming, weeping. She came back with a flat spoon made up of stainless steel. Started hitting me again. I got a small cut on my arm. It was really tiny to be honest. I was wearing a long sleeve Kurta but still I got cut so you can imagine how much pain I had to go through. Then she started kicking me. She even kicked my face. My mouth started to bleed a little too. It was all red that day. And next day it became white and was swollen a little. It still hurts badly. I cannot even open my mouth, smile or talk.

I ended up cutting myself that night. For the next two days, I couldn't even touch my head or body because it was hurting me that much. My head starts hurting all of sudden when I am at college or home. I do not even feel like telling people about these things, you know? Because, I am literally tired and sick of telling or trusting people.

If you think I wrote this for gaining attention then screw you and your thoughts. I could have written this on fb or told this to everyone personally on the same day. I would have never asked people to save my classmate's life. I did everything for others while going through that crap.

P.S. DO NOT HATE ON MY MOTHER. DO NOT EVEN TRY TO CURSE HER. I STILL LOVE HER AND I WILL ALWAYS LOVE HER. SHE IS A GREAT LADY. I DON'T HATE HER. I ONLY HATE WHAT SHE DOES TO ME. THE REASON I WROTE THIS WAS BECAUSE I WANTED TO GET THINGS OFF MY CHEST.

"I am a wreck.." (Blog's 2nd anniversay)

I'm a wreck,

I need to sleep,

I've been broken,

I really need to be fixed.

Been alone, 

for far too long,

Been assassinated,

for someone's malevolent.

Joy fades away,

and sorrow grabs my hand,

I'm being ripped in a tug of war,

That never seems to end.

I'm chasing nothing

But running for everything,

I need to escape this place,

I really need to find myself solace.

P.S. Hello readers, I'm sorry for not writing more often..and still not being able to read your blogs. I'm not happy but then I'm not sad either. Oh, btw, it's been 2 years in blogspot.. Yup, I've successfully completed 2 years in blogspot and gained 183 amazing followers.. Thanks for reading me and encouraging me to write more through your mails. I was 15(almost 16) when I had started this blog and now, I'm 17(almost 18).. Haha, sometimes it makes me sad that I'll be no more a little kiddo.. Thanks for telling me not to lose hope and that everything will be alright, Thanks for all your love. I truly love you each one of you.

Ting Tang Tag!! :D

Hello there~~

       So I am tagged by two people. Madhumati and Selenium :3

So yesh this post is all about me :) Thank you for the tag ^_^ I was really willing to do a tag actually so yippeee here I go!
Tag #1 
By Madhumati
*My favourites* 

Food: I love food LOL. I really can't stay without chicken and fish V_V I love spicy Indian food and chineese food. :) 

Colour: I love a lot of colours o.o.. Black, blue, white and purple are my all time favourites :)

Sports: I used to play cricket with all the guys and I used to cry and call my mom when they never used to take me in their team lol and at nights I used to play football with my dad :)

Dessert: Pastries and chocolate ice creams XD

Artist/Singer/Brand: Secondhand Serenade, Owlcity, Jarrod Matthew, NeverShoutNever and I forgot :(

Pair of shoes: I wear heels(since I am short) and also I like belly shoes and other shoes LOL! :D

Outfit: Eh you'll find me more in jeans and capries and leggings sometimes. (No one wonder why they call me tomboy!! o.o)

Accessory:  I really don't like these stuffs at all -_-" but I wear earrings, a bracelet kinda thing O.o and a locket(I am forced to were that locket and bracelet)

Fav place: Home, Cad-B and Schooool. I miss school :(

Hobbies: Writing, blogging, drawing, texting, reading. :)

Beauty product: Lip balm and eye liner and that too sometimes :P

Snacks: Maggie and Ramen :3

Movies: Don't have a favourite but I prefer watching, funny action movies and romantic ones are okay. :P
-That's it-
I am tagging:
Kelvin
Sankoo baba
Suruchi
Ayu
Selenium
Prams di

Tag #2
By Selenium

RULES:
*Each tagged person must post ten things about themselves*
*You have to choose and tag ten people*
*Go to their blogs and tell them you tagged them*
*No tags back*
*Have fun*




Ten Things About Me:

I am very random o.o
I say "I love you" to everyone LOL
I love saying "is" as "ish" and yes as "yesh"

 

I am in a long distance relationship :O
When I see any couple kissing then it creeps me out o_e 
I am 17 and I still hate talking or listening to "mature" and "vulgar" talks.(It creeps me out seriously. I even cried once when my friends where talking about it :P)

I am a slowpoke x_x
I don't get creepy messages from anyone because I never understand them!! :|

Friendship means everything to me and also love O.o
I get suicidal thoughts all the time which is not good. I have already tried to kill myself 5 times!!

And the tag goes to:
Ali
Hailey
Madhumati
Valli
Riya
YAM
Sawan
Nofairytale
Angel
Pavitra

"Suffocation"

Alcoholic eyes have too much cried,

Being evil to this evil life,

Thousands of questions,

Still lingers in her mind,

Clouds playing with the moon,

And stars twinkling in sky.

Pretty is the view,

Ugly is the world.

Impregnable soul, locked in a car;

Screamed, "choke my breath,

Kill the pain."

No one listened,

No one cared;

Her eyelids getting heavier,

Life getting closer,

To a mere relief,

She never had any belief.

She did make her confessions, 

But still she died of suffocation. 

(Image Source) 

P.S. hey there! Sorry, I haven't written a nice poem in a while :) I've tried to write this one. I hope you all like this. I want to thank this person, Lee Josephine. He has been sending me email from the last couple of days :) I am really happy to know that some people still read my blogs :P I was thinking to quit :P But the emails made me smile and made me write another poem. Thanks a lot Lee. ♥

Mom and dad's 18th anniversary :)

Its my mom and dad's 18th anniversary :)  Wanna know how I wished them today? Well I didn't have money so I didn't buy anything. I had practical exams and I'm sick so I didn't even make anything. I went in mom and dad's room give them one kiss and said "Happy anniversary" :)

I don't how is it going to be. Well till now it went all good but still I'm scared. I'm not afraid or may be I am? I don't know. But I know that I'm not the old "chocolate lover" who wanted everything best(atleast not for now). My days aren't the best but it is okay. And I have learned to live with it. Now I know that jerks will keep hating me.

Umm today was my chemistry practical(board one). And it went awesomely well :P I got the right radicals and functional group and titration too was good. LOL the good thing is I didn't throw up in the chemistry lab. Smell of chlorine, ammonia and rotten egg made me more sick.

Anyways I don't write any "happy" post 'cause everything gets messed up and I end up crying for stupid thing!

Well I won't be blogging for a while. I nedd to study. The coming days are really important for me. And my hard work would tell how my future is going to be. I have got board practicals this week and then a lot and lots of things I need to study! Hopefully I will do good. 

well anyways I did a cover :) My inspiration for doing covers is Jarrod Matthew. I love him. He has got an amazing voice (:

The song is Say what you will :)
 Please do tell me how it is :)

Vanity

Loves the way dreams

turn their path,

sometimes they seem close

sometimes at infinity

I wish If I could find my sanity

and I don't know why 

I have this vanity!

P.S.I was awarded by Kelvin a few backs! ^_^ This award ish "You inspire me" award :3

 

Thank you kelvin ^_^ You ish awesome :) But you know, You are one of those amazing person who inspires me ^_^ You are the best :3 *hugs* 

Ohhh btw, I want to pass this award to all those 153 people who are following my blog ^_^

Thank you so much for being with me. You are the only one who inspires me to write ^_^ 

Its a new "me"

=] I don't know.. I feel sleepy and tired. I am so damn tired of crying. Arghh.. don't even feel like living. I just wonder why Colby said that I am special? and How did he know about the stuffs happening to me? Am I really special? If yes then why didn't I get anything special? If no then Why I didn't die? I hate "me" because I know a lot of people who hate me and I don't know why?! My face is an open book. I don't feel safe anymore. I am scared. And do you know whatever I want? Umm a tight hug from someone. I want someone to hug me and tell me that I am not alone and they'll be with me forever. 

Bloggy's birthday!

*drum rolls* weeeee its birthday! :o My baby bloggy is a year old now! :3 awwwwww.. i can't believe that finally I have completed a year in in blogspot :)

Ummm well it's all 'cause of awesome people like you. I have learn't so much from you guys. I just loved the way you all appreciated, guided, criticized and helped me. I came to know about stuffs. I have learn't to be confident, I have learn't to move on, I have learn't that I am not the only one with problems. And I am still learning.. ^_^

The best thing in blogspot is..that everyone cares for you. No matter what happens, they'll cheer you up. I have shared so many secrets with my bloggy and you. :)

I have met some amazing people here who makes me smile and cheer me up. Sunakshi di, Nipun, Vinay, Garima, Suruchi, Anoop, Jingle, Rishi, Priyanka, Juhi, Prams di, Sulagna di, Kelvin, Madhu, Raed, Cheryl, Wisewit, Ayu, Ambiguous angel, Kuhu, Hailey, Sankoo baba, Vittaldas, Preshma, Anurag, Selenium, Bea, Samadrita, Warm sunshine, Rahil, Shravan, Shrijit and everyone else! ^_^

I had never thought that one day, I'll hav 134 followers and thousands of visitors around the world! ^_^ thank you so much everyone. I love you. Please keep smiling and keep blessing me :P

Once again.. Happy birthday my baby bloggy 
"Choco desserts of chocolaty life"

ranDomness :o

Feelin sick... Went to doc and screwed up Physics exam! hmmm talked to Tunesh and slept for almost whole day.. don't feel like eating anything but 'am hungry!

This time, me and my bro both are sick, we have got cold n cough, bodyache and fever and we both have exams tomorrow D:

Haven't studied anything. v.v umm and my cousin is coming tonight. He is older, really older.. even his kids are older than me!! o.o

Oh btw I have a new blog now. :3

Chocolaty mischieves

Try checkin it out, comment and follow :P

aaah I hate medicines and I have to take so many!! *frowny face*

"Why?"

Dreams are sweet,

and bitter is reality;

I am in love with the place,

where I find solace and sanity..

I don't fear world,

cause darkness made me bold;

Tears of blood I cry;

Every moment that pass by,

makes my soul weep and sigh..

Moon up there smiles at me,

Stars shoot to feel glee,

I wonder why silence die

and why doesn't nature lie?

P.S. heyyy ^-^ haha how are you? umm i want to dedicate this poem to shekish..an amazingly, awesomely, cute and sweet person..

P.P.S. Saket is back from Pune.. o.o and I screwed up Physics test today.. and I am thinking to return to blogosphere.. yeah I'm back and I'll be regular now!! :)

P.P.P.S. Our school has divided the students into 4 houses (groups) And guess what I am leader of one of the house and I guess its blue house XD

You are tagged!! D:

Tag by Ayu:

1.) Copy tag to your own notes and start modifying it.

2.) Omit existing answers.

3.) Write your answers and tag as many as you want.[Image]Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real. Nothing made up. If the person before you had the same initial, you MUST have different answers, strictly NO carbon copy in that case. You cannot use any words twice. You cannot use your name for the boy and girl's name questions.

1.) What is your name: Shriti (wierd name.. right?)

2.) A four letter word: sand

3.) A boy's name: Saket (don't ask who?!! :P)

4.) A girl's name: Simmi

5.) An occupation: Shipping!!?

6.) A color: silver

7.) Something you wear: spectacles

8.) A food: Sondesh (o.o)

9.) Something found in the bathroom: Shampoo xD

10.) A country: Singapore

11.) A reason for being late: Sleep

12.) Something you shout: Shut up!!

13.) A movie title: Star struck :P

14.) Something you drink: Sprite

15.) A musical group: Spirit (googled :P)

16.) An animal: Squirrel

17.) A street name: Shubhash nagar

18.) A type of car: Swift? o.O

19.) An internet site/blogsite: songs.pk

20.) A song: "Sajda kiya" from I hate luv storys

21.) A President's name: Spencer churchill

22.) A cartoon character: Spiderman xD

23.) Name of School: St. Xaviers high School

24.) A sport: Soccer

25.) A Latin word: Semper means always, ever.

Another tag by Cheryl:

10 things you dont know about me

1.)I never ever had any boyfriend.

2.) My voice is like that of an eight year old kid!

3.) I have never been in love!

4.) I have been given lots of nicknames. o.o

5.) I easily get scared!!

6.) I hate being moody. :/

7.) I am really really possessive 'bout my friends.

8.) If I dont like anyone then it doesn't mean that i dont want any good for them. I would always like to see them safe.

9.) I am weird. I have more guy "friends" than girls and I trust guys more than the girls 'cause atleast I know that they aren't jealous and they won't backstab me! v.v

10.) I am not at all dominating! o.e

Happy friendship day everyone! ^_^ I am busy. T_T I miss blogging >_<

And yeah you all are tagged!! :D

"..Strange girl.."

A giggly view but something new;

Saw her smiling and may be blushing;

Was glad to see the cresent moon on her face;

May be she has got her own delightful grace;

Still she walks alone in the rain;

she cries but she never shows her pain;

Her eye twinkles like the stars;

Could easily see those scars;

She laid down on the green grass;

stretched her arms and  let the emotcions to pass;

A soul so weary weeps in dark;

Dreams again lost their spark..

She is together in lonliness;

and alone in togetherness..

P.S. sorry!! my modem was in Koma v.v Finally School reopened.. busy with studies and stuffs! I am a senior now! o.o but still me and my friends still acts like dumb XD I have to wake up at 4:50 am everyday for tutions! dead tired right now.. sorry would be away from blogland!! >_<

 Kritika's cousin killed Kritika's dad!! T_T Can't believe that people could be so mean..  27th june is kritika's birthday =? She was my best friends once but now we are not even friends but yeah i can't see her like this..

"..three and me.."

Wheeee.. heyaa.. yes I am still alive.. haha! so here I am with "three and me" tag! This time I've been tagged by Leo.. xD

My 3 famous name~

choco

bun bun

lovely

3 thing that scares me~

Loosing my friends

Being alone

fall in love! o.O

3 thing which makes me smile~

Alan's random stuffs!

webcamming with Mark!

Owl city! ^_^

3 things I love~

chocolates

friends

blogging! o.o

3 things I hate~

backstabbing

being mean

wars!!

3 things I dont understand~

so called friendship!

why I can't be mean? o.O

my family!! :O

3 things I am doing right now~

thinking about my so called best friends! :|

waiting for Mark to come online!

waiting for Alan's reply! o.O

3 thing I can't do~

to take revenge

stop crying for silly stuffs!

to commit suicide! o.O

3 things I think you should listen to~

Owl city :)

ummm me? o.O

and offcourse your heart!! (*pokes you*)

3 things I watched as kid(I'm still a kid right?)~

High school Musical

Shinchan! o.o

other disney channel stuffs!!

3 things I want in relationship~

dont have any idea!! XD

Love?

care :))

3 things that appeal to me from opposite sex~

Eyes! o.o

smile! XD

pure heart?

3 favourite fictious characters~

Harry potter

Ron weasley

Mr. tumnus! ^_^

3 of my hobbies~

writting

reading

drawing!

3 drinks I drink regularly~

water

Milk (I'm a good girl)

ummm.. orange juice! o.o

3 things I like about myself~

can't be mean! =/

loves friends!

being a kiddo!

3 things I hate about myself~

my height! :|

to trust anyone

being naive! o.o

3 things I'm wearing right now~

spectacles!

pyajama

smile :))

2 truths and a lie (orderly)~

don't know anything about poetry~

I just write my feelings! o.o

I cried today! xP

3 blog buddies I wanna tag~

Sunakshi di

Nipun

Cheryl

"..Random.."

As I walk along the sea shores,

Smiles the infinite blue,

Whispers the pink mist,

Stares the dead dryness,

Lonliness scaterred everywhere..

Its just me and my thoughts,

A shattered soul and an

impregnible heart..

The beauty is in soul,

and in your heart..

I have never loved you,

I have always loved ,

the almighty who lies ,

within you..

I am broken and dejected,

but the stars still twinkle at me,

And the shooting stars,
still grants me wish..

I stand alone with lonliness;
and secrets in my heart
are no more apart
from your heart..

P.S. sorry I am not updating my blog and not even checking yours blog! :( eeeehh it's writer's block I guess! X(

 I want to spend more time with Mark, Alan, Xin Yi and Poxy.. they are my friends for life.. My school's gonna start -.-" from 16 june.. wont come online for 10 months then.. I may shedule some posts! I dont know! >.<