"..Last breath.."

I'm broken,

I'm shattered,

Plethora of emotions,

And, nostalgia,

Haunt me at nights.

Locked in my room in low lights,

I twist, I turn,

I don't know who I am.

I'm a truth,

I'm a lie,

I can never be something that you can hide.

I'm a mess but a little less,

I'm a freak, I'm sane.

I'm happy but in vain.

Slowly, I'm turning into a wreck.

My phobias are enchanting Euthanasia,

Another killing dilemma,

Give it all or give it up?

If I left, folks would start to gossip about.

Mystery of death,

And my last breath.

P.S. Eh, updating after 1 month.. :) Haha, I am still alive. My semester exams are on.  I screwed up EM but Chemistry went awesome. I am a bit relieved today. Heh, sorry for such a sad post. :P But, Merry Christmas People. :)