Emptiness choking my breath,
Making me to lean towards death,
Couldn't see anything except the color black,
Always wishing for someone to come back,
Lost in fairy tale which I thought was true,
It's may be pleasing to see the shades of blue.
Was a fool to feel beautiful,
Sanity warned but insanity overruled,
Trust is gone, soul is dead,
I feel no pain even when my cuts bleed.
Being tired of heartaches, I may choose euthanasia,
It's getting hard to have dysphoria.
8 comments:
Why would euthanasia be a solution?
Get back on the two feet and fight.
I love the word dysphoria for some unfathomable reason.
Dark poem but very well framed.
Oww :(
Beautiful lines but I *REALLY* hope things are getting better for you?
Take care!
xoxo
:'(
So sad...but beautifully written...Cuts of blade don't hurt...But Cuts of words hurt the heart..
So painful!
I wish.. everything will b OK with you!
it is such a pretty poem! Man I missed reading your blog!
it's love-leh! :)
Um. Hey there. I just stumbled across your blog. I adore your header image by the way.
Just wanted to say that I think you have a lot of talent and I hope you have a great person in your life to cheer you up when things get really rough.
Don't laugh but my fiance sings me the 'sunshine song' in a cute little bear's voice to cheer me up, you know: "You are my sunshine, my only sunshine ..." He absolutely cannot sing but that's what makes it so great.
By the way I think you are really brave to have a blog and actually let people comment.
I'm too afraid that I might have negative feedback (especially from people I don't know) and that it might cut me down so much that I pretty much lose all hope.
So. Congrats to your bravery.
Painful but so nicely written!
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