"..If I'm lucky.."

Smile slowly fades away

And tears run down my eyes

All I need is A tight hug,

Assuring me security.

All these hues,

looks warm and pretty,

Disappearing in my own thoughts.

Scars, bruises and slit wrist reminds me,

of the past and I found myself to be a fool.

I live in a world that turns cold,

and I've a heart that is sore.

The only thing in this bitterness.

is my friends but even if

I'm with them I still feel alone and lost.

No words can describe me and my emotions,

Black is beautiful and

white is grave.

Hopes peeking through the sky

and rumours assassinating it day by day!

Life has always been harsh

to me and to the people in my life.

And now I'll shut my eyes

dream of twilight

and if I'm lucky

I'll wake up breathing over again 

to live my another chance.