Regreting..

You brought me to your fantasy,

You made me smile,

in my hard times of life.

You held my hand and assured,

that you'll be there;

You'll fight with my fears.

I never knew your words,

are just words that ,

die as they come out.

Now you make me cry,

but I don't know why?

I am trying to seek those,

reasons that made you so.

You know, you know?

I miss you, I need you,

I love you, Oh yeah that's true.

I am regreting,

for believing you.

I hate you and I hate myself more.

These pains you can never endure,

Thanks for breaking my heart,

tearing it apart,

and telling me that I deserve it for sure.

P.S. whatever you read is crap. I won't call it poem. Its just a outburst!

P.P.S. (Not talking to you readers :|) I am regreting 'cause I thought you are my best friend. I am regreting for liking you. I am regretiing for trusting you. You are just one of those mean people in my life. For you I was never your friend..

P.P.P.S. (Not for for you readers :/) What the heck do you want me to do? You had a problem 'cause I was spending more time with you guys. So you all asked me to create some distances and spend more and more times with "girls!" I'm doing the same now so Why are you mad now? -.-"