"..I am a cursed soul.."

I am a cursed soul,

my heart aches and soul screams

It's hard to tell how do I feel..

Tears roll down my cheeks..

I feel isolated and weak.

I wish I were a princess,

with charming smile and

delightful grace.

I am a cursed soul,

But puffy eyes and impregnible heart,

seek for someone,

who I thought, belonged to me.

Every time they come close,

they hurt more and more

may be with some intensions

or may be not, I'm not sure.

I am a cursed soul,

Sometimes I wonder,

"why does it happen?

Is it Lord's will or

is it my destiny?"

A weird game that life played

with me and my loved ones.

The only thing, 
I bring with me is always a torment..

I am a cursed soul,

I beg you don't try to console,

leave me alone,

I'll just harm you and make you worry,

I don't belong to this place,

I don't belong to you,

Don't cry if I die young

'cause it would be better for you and everyone..

P.S. i really don't wanna talk to saket.. but I can't ignore him.. last night we were talking and I just said I don't wanna talk to you.. so don't text me anymore.. He's still texting me but 'am not replying him. And the poem, umm i just wrote it out of blue.