Where do I stand?

In the world of disguise,

I stay in a nightmare so worse;

All the lies in my eyes,

Stares at the darkness and lonliness,

Living a life of misery,

Walking alone in a crowd of thousands;

Embrace alone the bitter silence,

With companions but still so alone;

Death whispered in my ears,

Couldn't hold up so,

I yelled at my fears,

I am lost in my own little world;

Silence is no worse than words;

Fake smile sighs somewhere,

Tears roll down and dies there;

A question still bothers me in despair,

So many to hold my hand,

but seriously..

Where do I stand?

P.S. a bit sad.. but idk why? -.-" Laughed really hard at school xD Prince got his hand fractured again I guess! -.-" dumbo!! <.< blaaah.. I was chasing him but he just slipped when he was running!! I din't even touch him!!

P.P.S Why do we all become so mean sometimes? =? anyways I'll try to check your blogs soon! :) *hugs tight*