"Dark pleasures"

Betrayal,

fear,

tears of blood,

hatred,

loneliness,

are the dark

pleasures in my life..

Bakwas!!

May be for the world

You are

someone

But may be 

for someone

You are the world..

"Trust?"

You love,

You care,

You share,

You bless,

But why don't

You trust?

"I wanna die.."

Life begging for death..

What worst can be than that?

My life is all over,

The trust that went would come never..

The world is nothing but lie..
Curse me,

Hate me,

Kill me,

'Cause I wanna die..

"Let me fly high.."

Loss of freedom is

virtual death..

Let me fly high,

Or else I would die..

I need you,

And you need me..

Love is You,

You is me..

Let me fly high,

Or else I would die..

Let me fly high,

My soul cries..

Feel the pain,

What I feel..

Tears that doesn't stop,

Are here in my eyes

Let me fly high,

I wanna touch the sky..

Let me fly high,

Or else I would die..

I know you love me,

And I love you too..

You want to have me,

In your eyes but..

Let me fly high,

Or else I would die..

"Life & Death.."

The tired soul sinkin',

In the ocean of stress..

Waitin' for a new world,

After the end..

Love brings life,

Hatred brings death..

Heart cryin' for love,

But acquies hatred..

Tears of blood,

Every moment..

Life left in woes,

Lost courage times ago..

Heart sinks in the dark,

where one finds no spark..

Across the horizon and desserts,

Life chasing cruel death..

[P.S. hi bloggy and everyone..'am not back yet!!  Just want to share all the things happening with me.. But I can't coz ..tomorrow is Physics practical !! And from monday  Half yearly exams!! Don't want to study but I have to.. so byeee]

No TiMe!!

• Aaaah....Help!!
• Don't know what's going to happen..
• Very much busy with the studies..
• I have to complete my notes and of others too(help them)!!
• Practical exams are going to start from 10th of this month..!
• Half exams are going to start from next week!!
• The first one is MATHS!!
• Which was my favourite subject till last year..
• But I don't love it anymore..
• When Harpreet was with me..
• She used to make wishes for me
• And those wishes used to come true..
• But Now 'am helpless!!
• I don't have my Lucky charm!!
• No time to write further..
• so bye bye..everyone..
• Don't know when will we meet again..
• Coz it's Exams next Door!!
• T_T

"Is that you.."

Why am I thinkin' about you everyday?

Why 'am not able to refuse you for anything?

Why 'am even ready to do anything for you?

Why are you doing this to me?

Why do you want me to smile when

I want to cry?

Do you really care for me?

Is that really you?

Why are you sittin' beside me when 'am sad?

Why do you care for me?

Who are you?

What do you want from me?

I don't have anything..

I know you would betray me oneday..

Why did you come in my life?

Is it true?

Is that really you?

Do you really want to borrow all my pains?

I don't know              whether I should trust you or not..

I can't understand you..

Sometimes you seem like an Angel,

And sometimes like a demon..

You are nice to me..

But why not with others?

Is that you?

Or there's someone else behind that mask?