"..Random.."

As I walk along the sea shores,

Smiles the infinite blue,

Whispers the pink mist,

Stares the dead dryness,

Lonliness scaterred everywhere..

Its just me and my thoughts,

A shattered soul and an

impregnible heart..

The beauty is in soul,

and in your heart..

I have never loved you,

I have always loved ,

the almighty who lies ,

within you..

I am broken and dejected,

but the stars still twinkle at me,

And the shooting stars,
still grants me wish..

I stand alone with lonliness;
and secrets in my heart
are no more apart
from your heart..

P.S. sorry I am not updating my blog and not even checking yours blog! :( eeeehh it's writer's block I guess! X(

 I want to spend more time with Mark, Alan, Xin Yi and Poxy.. they are my friends for life.. My school's gonna start -.-" from 16 june.. wont come online for 10 months then.. I may shedule some posts! I dont know! >.<

"..don't be scared.."

Stop hiding your tears,

Stop hiding you pains,

I know it's a fake smile ,

right there on your face..

Trust me I care,

Trust me and just share,

What I all need is

A shining crescent moon on your face..

Your eyes just can't lie,

Your words just betray you,

C'mmon I know you better than

anyone else in the world..

You gotta tell me ,

Whats wrong?

It's there in your heart,

so what if we are apart?

C'mmon just hold my hand,

and hug me tight,

Don't be scared ,

'Cause I know it's right!

I love to see that smile,
I love to see you giggle all night,
You are the most wonderful dream,
let your pains out and just scream...

Walk away if you want,

But don't forget I am still standing there,

'Cause I know you are gonna come back,

don't be scared those feelings are nothing but taunts!!

"..loneliness and me.."

Cursing my fate,

'cause I always hurt you,

Pardon me pease,

I never meant to do so..

Rejoices my soul,

but still  it's sad somewhere,

where the low light shatters,
darkness matters!

I Just cry all alone,
and Scream till pains are gone..
pearl like tears,
rolling down my cheeks..

No stars in the sky,
Just a pale white moon,
Yes I know I'll die soon,
don't have to shed tears now..

Hollowness in my life,
and emptiness in my heart,
dreams don't come true,
if it does it would be only you..

The choppy sea,
and the pleasing breeze,
The bitter sweet lonliness ,
and the weary darkness!

I am worthless or naive?
seems like i am in dark caves!
begging you to hold my hand,
'cause i am scared..

Till the time I am alive,
be with me, my soul,
Don't you want to be here?
Or you are just don't
wanna show that you care?

Birthday Blast!!

haha! hey Alan ^-^ awww.... man you are 17 now!! You know you are so awesome...haha! you are just like me actually.. its more than  2 months lol but still.. we make smileys and hugs.. I know we have actually started talking now.. You know me more than anyone else.. you may feel weird but yeah.. its true.. I have told you something that no one knows.. Our lives are quiet similar..
Waaaaaahhhaaa.. that day you  and Mark really scared me.. <.< haha! its okay.. lol

Oh well you are crazy!! o.o I really want to see you eating.. haha! that would be so much fun (fast metabolism) lol You are a nice cook..though I you never made me anything <.< haha! Sexy man!! lmao... Oh well your bun bun now doesnt know what else to say :P

I'll miss you Koonook.. you are really sweet.. thanx for being nice with me :) Don't drink too much Coca Cola.. it's bad for you.. coz you always feel sick.. take your medicines in time.. don't expect me to do the same 'cause I wont haha!

Once again a very Happy Birthday Koonook ^-^ By the way.. If I ever get a chance to meet you then I would run to you and mess up your hair..wahahahaha.. so what if I am short.. I can still reach to your hair remember?

*Bun Bun gives you Chocolate cake and Coca Cola cans* o.o

Chocolate Cake and strawberries over it o.o

Coco Cola Cans

enjoy!! ^-^

I just hope that this 17th year of your life brings more happiness.. Keep smiling.. don't forget me.. I will come back after 10 months :P and yeah.. your Bun Bun does not know how to make such lines.. just be happy.. don't cry and yeah.. keep listening to that song! ^-^

*hugs tight*

love ya my bestie

I just hope you like this surprise.. aaahh.. I really didn't know what to do so..I did this.. I use this blog to express what I feel and you know it right?

*pokes you and messess up your hair* :D

"..If I were.."

Hahaha.. so finally I am doing a tag now.. it has been ages since I last did any tag.. so here I come.. wheeeeee.. I have been tagged by many ppl but I really dont remember.. If you have tagged me earlier then just remind me about that!! :D

Oh well I have been tagged by Kelvin this time.... one of the aweome-st blogger buddy in blog land :D

If I were  a month.. I would be November 'cause..I was born in November.. :P

It I were a day.. I would be Friendship day! (don't want any enemies! >_<) o.o

If I were a time of the day..I would 2 am.. I love the bitter sweet silence and darkness (though I am scared of both!!)

If I were a season.. I would be Spring..'cause I feel like I've got wings but I can't fly cause my wings are broken!! o.o

If I were a planet.. I would venus...'cause its brightest one.. I want to shine haha! ^-^

If I were a direction.. I would be straight..I can't remember roads that goes zig-zag and all!! >.>

If I were a drink..I would be something..which is so pure !! o.o

If I were a tree.. I would be chocolate tree.. I know that does not exist but it would be so much fun to be so.. haha! and wont let anyone to eat my chocolates!! xP

If I were a animal..I would be a bunny...awwww.. they are so cute! o.o (aaah...but my friends already call me machli i.e fish) <.<

If I were an instrument.. I would be a Guitar..hehe! I like guitars! ^-^

If I were a fruit.. I would be Strawberry or a Mango.. yummy! o.o

If I were a food.. aaahh.. I would be a Chocolate...wahahahaha (would you consider it food?) o.O

If I were a celebrity..I would be someone not only talented but a sweet and pure hearted! (everyone is so mean! <.<)^-^

If I were a colour.. I would be Blue.. its pure and true! o.o

If I were a book.. I would be a love story..so much love..so much care..sometimes its a fiction but it makes me giggle and yeah..sometimes it makes me cry! v.v

If I were a song.. I would like to be all those songs that my besties suggested me(the songs on my blog).. or else something that could make anyone smile and could stop their tears.. ^-^

If I were a movie..I would be any romantic one...hey dont look me like that!.. *hides his pic under the pillow* >.>

If I were a flower.. I would be something which is so delicate.. and so beautiful(I know all flowers are delicate but wanna be the most delicate) xD

If I were a facial expression.. I would be a smile that can brighten up anyone's day!  *blush blush* xP

If I were to tag someone.. it would be you.. yes.. you all 99 people right there..and if anyone join this site.. they can have this tag too !! :P

P.S. If you are following this blog..and I haven't yet returned the favour then plz  tell me about it.. I have become so forgetful this days! >.> haha! love ya! ^-^

Choco's blah blah..!

It's better to wear a fake smile than to wear a fake heart;

'Cause a fake smile can bright up someone's life but

A fake heart can shatter someone in parts...

Surprise!!

Hahaha..guess what's the day? I know that you know its 23rd May..but its special.. you know why? Oh well 'cause today is my friend's birthday.. no not just one friend but actually two haha!

Today is my blogger friend..haha! 21 old kid..Shravan and my Vampire bestie Xin yi's birthday... Happy birthday to you both x))

Let me tell you both.. you are getting OLD guys!! hahaha.. (just kidding) :P

Shravan Happy 21st birthday :D you have really been one of my inspiration in blogosphere.. :)) So now you are no more a 20 year old kid..but a 21 year old kid huh! :))

Xin yi.. seriously..you are like my elder sis :)) Happy 19th birthday to you.. love you a lot.. you really mean a lot..Sorry i hurt you 2 days before your birthday..I promise wont do it again.. :))

Ummm.. haha! wanted to make this day special for you.. so yea.. just wrote here..Sorry If you don't like it o_O but yea.. I was so confused..and I really really wanted to do something..hope you both like it..

Love ya..

May you both get all the happiness of the world..

(sorry I dont know how to make such lines!! O_o)

aaaah.. just want you both to be happy!! xD

"..I am sorry.."

I felt you hate me, it was lame;

I am regretting now;

Why did I let the hatred flame?

I gotta fix it some how.

I broke your heart;

gave you pain;

May be it was destiny's part;

but then what did I gain?

Life's so unpredictable;

Sometimes a game;

Sometimes so loveable;

I did it for no stardom or fame;

You may not believe;

but I had a nightmare;

it was like you  decieve;

and you dont care..

I promise I would never do it again;

Talk to me I am feeling lame;

I am a fool and an insane;
You know I am not the same;

Try listening to my heart;
Its crying;
Are we so apart?
you couldn't even see I am dying..

P.S. Mark.. Xin yi I am so sorry.. I really didn't want to hurt you both... you guys know me right.. I easily feel lonely..the thing I wrote above..wasn't a poem..none of the rhyming stuffs here are poems.. they are my feelings.. I write what I feel.. I am regretting now...plz dont do this to me.. It was just a missunderstanding.. you both really dont know but I have been crying these past days just for you guys.. you really dont have any clue that with what I have been through..
I can't live without my Vampire besties